FakeNewYorker
born to suffer
- Oct 6, 2023
- 23
for the past 2 months every day i hate waking up. having to live is extremely exhausting , I've also become increasingly self aware of my own heartbeat at all times and it grosses me out a fucking lottttt I hate being human I hate being made of flesh and bones and blood and meat I hate my reflection in the mirror I don't even know who I am anymore I need to disappear this is unbearable