Venting Empty

[lostinthecha0s]

I feel so empty. Like it's so hard for me to find joy in anything. I don't know how to describe it but an empty feeling in my chest that nothing fits in. Relationship. Hobbies. Work. It's always there no matter what and it gnaws away at me like a rat in my head. I wonder what it's like to have Purpose or fulfillment from life because it's not something that I experience, and I haven't experienced it in a long time. I feel like the molten shell of a lobster that somehow came to life, shambling and hollow and a shell of the person it once was, stuck this way forever after what could have been.

Sometimes I wonder what I could possibly do to stop this eternally empty feeling.

 

[alexd]

same

 

[Hollowman]

Very relatable, it's hell.

 

[lastappleonearth]

I feel so empty. Like it's so hard for me to find joy in anything. I don't know how to describe it but an empty feeling in my chest that nothing fits in. Relationship. Hobbies. Work. It's always there no matter what and it gnaws away at me like a rat in my head. I wonder what it's like to have Purpose or fulfillment from life because it's not something that I experience, and I haven't experienced it in a long time. I feel like the molten shell of a lobster that somehow came to life, shambling and hollow and a shell of the person it once was, stuck this way forever after what could have been.

Sometimes I wonder what I could possibly do to stop this eternally empty feeling.

I wish I could tell you how to stop it, but I haven't figured that out yet. I envy people who have a sense of purpose