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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
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Why ecstasy isn't that popular among suicidal people?

Doesn't it feel good to be ecstatic in the end of our life?

Probably better than downer such as heroin because anyone can swallow few tablets instantly?

What was it like if you ever witnessed one?

TIA

A Fatal Case Of MDMA Poisoning Journal
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
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Well, you don't exactly feel "ecstatic" after MDMA poisoning.
And it's not popular because, well, it's not reliable.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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If I'm on MDMA I have everything else in mind but CTB and killing myself.

Dying from a MDMA OD is very unpleasant imo and it's not guaranteed in any way.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,447
Well, you don't exactly feel "ecstatic" after MDMA poisoning.
And it's not popular because, well, it's not reliable.
Yeah, with street tablet you'll never know what you get until you tasted one.

But what if you know what you get, let's say you tasted it first half of the tablet and if it's good then you proceed to get a bunch of it, like 20 tablets probably will do?
If I'm on MDMA I have everything else in mind but CTB and killing myself.

Dying from a MDMA OD is very unpleasant imo and it's not guaranteed in any way.
Why is it not pleasant to be ecstatic? Is it because you get hyperactive which is the exact opposite of dying?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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It's counterproductive. If you take a drug that makes you super happy do you really then want to kill yourself in that moment? No. You feel AMAZING! Life is GREAT! You just want to live and keep feeling good!

This is why I won't drink when I'm ready to CTB. Alcohol makes the world all soft and fuzzy for me and I end up feeling so good that I'm no longer suicidal until I sober up.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
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Yeah, with street tablet you'll never know what you get until you tasted one.

But what if you know what you get, let's say you tasted it first half of the tablet and if it's good then you proceed to get a bunch of it, like 20 tablets probably will do?
Well, if you're lucky, maybe, but in most cases it's just gonna be very uncomfortable.
 
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