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Stubborn idiot that gives up too easily
- Jun 7, 2020
- 81
Just the other day I went to the beach with my family and I was feeling so happy. The feeling lasted for so long that I really wanted to kill myself right at that moment, ODing on Fentanyl to keep that high. I didn't want to kill myself because of any negative feelings, as I felt like I was at the top of the world, but because I didn't want to go back to the pain. I don't like the thought of dying while I'm in despair, in pain or feeling trapped. I want to die when I'm at my happiest, when I'm the most at peace.
Now that I've accepted who I am and stopped doubting what I've wanted for years, I finally have the courage to end it.
Though I might be alone in this, I wonder if anyone feels the same.
Now that I've accepted who I am and stopped doubting what I've wanted for years, I finally have the courage to end it.
Though I might be alone in this, I wonder if anyone feels the same.