Venting Vent

[greg ! :3]

My.mental health is deteriorating slowly, and i simply can't live anymore. I can't even cry anymore. I don't wanna stay here. I wanna become a star. A very shiny star. Or.maybe a seal in my.next life. I wanna be happy. I wanna be a happy seal with lots of friends. At least, as a seal, I won't be bullied for being fat. I'm so tired, oh god. I just want some courage to do this. I'm too scared to do it. Please god, give me strength. I wanna be strong. I wanna go away from this cruel word. I need to be strong, so I can meet my dad. I miss him. God, just do it already.kill me. Make.me hang myself. Can't I just die? Fuckkkk how I hate everything. God only kills the good people, like my dad. He didn't kill me. I need him to kill me. I need to cut an artery and die.

 

[sadyogi]

I'm sorry you're going through this

 

[Ichigo]

I understand. Youre not a bad person for feeling this way.

 

[FuneralCry]

It truly is so cruel to me how there's all this suffering, I hope you find peace eventually.

 

[greg ! :3]

I'm sorry you're going through this

thanks :)