Unattainable666
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2023
- 1,346
Well, after careful consideration I dumped the therapist. The thought that she had control over my life in deciding whether to put me in-patient was more than I could handle. The anxiety was overwhelming. I could have lost everything I worked so hard for. I am DONE with therapists. I'm going to work on myself and do the best I can. I still want to ctb, but until I do, I am going to do what I can to live my life the happiest I can. This was a huge eye opener. To actually go to someone who should have been there to listen to me and not judge me. I didn't even tell her I was suicidal!!! I told her a few things that had happened to me in my lifetime and that's when she said "You need to be in patient." I absolutely REFUSE to allow anyone to have any control over my life. I am done with therapists.