Drowning

[QuestOver]

Anyone ever considered it or tried it? Realistically one of the more painful methods I know but also one of the most accessible. I have a remote beach near me that would be ideal.

My father went the same way so I know it can be done, it's just going through with it. Also something a bit poetic going out the same way as my Dad did I guess.

I've gone to the location once before with the intention but couldn't bring myself to do it at the time. Probably need to take on some alcohol to help with the nerves.

 

[imnotcoercive]

I chained myself to some weights at the bottom of a bathtub for my first attempt. When the drowning feeling started, my SI allowed me to break any tape and chain I had put in place. And lifting all those weights was suddenly possible, too. I had tested my ability to do that under water and had completely failed before. SI is one hell of a drug.
So just to say that SI will suck, as will the actual drowning.

 

[PanaxMan]

Anyone ever considered it or tried it? Realistically one of the more painful methods I know but also one of the most accessible. I have a remote beach near me that would be ideal.

My father went the same way so I know it can be done, it's just going through with it. Also something a bit poetic going out the same way as my Dad did I guess.

I've gone to the location once before with the intention but couldn't bring myself to do it at the time. Probably need to take on some alcohol to help with the nerves.

I've attempted. It's pretty easy finding a pond or a river. (Of course it's even easier if you 0 idea) Along with drugs to calm down si. But unless you attempted I don't think you would understand losing your ability to breathe and how painful it becomes

 

[QuestOver]

Yeah as both you have mentioned, SI will obviously be a major factor so mitigating it in whatever means possible will be necessary.

Thinking maybe about just swimming out as far as I possibly can so even if it does kick in, I'll be too far gone.

@PanaxMan do you mind me asking, were you saved or did it just become to intense that you had to pull yourself out?

Thats just my biggest fear if someone was to come across me somehow and call for help.

 

[a-lien]

I think, the most scary would be the dark ;) ( and the cold would be awful)

i stood at a sea in the past, and thought would be nice, only one step.. but I don't think that it was deep enough lol...
i would only like one place, where I need to take one step (and then with heavy weight maybe..)
i'm sure I could find a place here, but I'm to tired to search for it.. and I have sn and a jumping spot, so I don't really "need" it.
(only when I find one on accident, then maybe ;) )
yeah can understand, that it's some symbolic to the same way than your dad.... that's why I would still somehow prefer my jumping spot, because of a friend (though I have sn... I would really like this spot and been there so many times that everything is well planed, that it feels not 100% right, to go with sn now, ^^ I also would prefer eating and drinking before, and not fell "ill". but yeah, if I would go with sn, then I won't follow the protocol 100%. And even before this friend, jumping was my prefered method.. so ...(never change aw winning team :D)
to the sn is for "too weak to travel"

 

[PanaxMan]

Yeah as both you have mentioned, SI will obviously be a major factor so mitigating it in whatever means possible will be necessary.

Thinking maybe about just swimming out as far as I possibly can so even if it does kick in, I'll be too far gone.

@PanaxMan do you mind me asking, were you saved or did it just become to intense that you had to pull yourself out?

Thats just my biggest fear if someone was to come across me somehow and call for help.

Too intense and I was in my town upper class rn that I'm homeless in. Obviously do it at night