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QuestOver

Member
Mar 20, 2026
7
Think I may try very soon. I live in quite a hot place so the plan is to go late at night and just swim as far into the sea as I can until I get too far to return.

I also had this idea to post this Instagram carousel as like a goodbye to all the important people in my life. I also hope that pressing send on that will give me the last push I need to just go do it.

I envisage pressing send on that in my final moments and walk straight out and go until to the point of no return.
 
StarryEyed

StarryEyed

PMs aren't my thing
Mar 14, 2024
349
Hi @QuestOver

I'm chickening out with the drowning idea. I have too many fears around it - not just the drowning itself. Being in the sea scares me. Add to that the darkness. Add to that being alone when scared. Add to that choppy waters. Add to that the fear of being discovered and rescued. Does any of that scare you?
 
Black Sheep One

Black Sheep One

Student
Mar 4, 2023
127
Drowning... Research shallow water blackout. Play the fainting game under water. Make sure no one will rescue you. Easy to research because of many videos. Happens to the best of swimmers. It seems peaceful.
 
worthIess

worthIess

goodnight
Dec 7, 2023
72
my idea is taking a bunch of dxm to be completely out of it and dissociated, then holding my breath until my lungs are empty and plunging into the river
 
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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
471
It should be one of the most comfortable methods, if you understand how to use it wisely. A proper sedation can solve the issues with discomfort.
Hey Can you DM me?I am unable to DM you?
I want to ask you more about suicide via drowning
 

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