Drowning

[StarryEyed]

But a hobby nonetheless. Which is always good.

Indeed. The silver lining, right? We must lalways ook for the positive.

 

[QuestOver]

Think I may try very soon. I live in quite a hot place so the plan is to go late at night and just swim as far into the sea as I can until I get too far to return.

I also had this idea to post this Instagram carousel as like a goodbye to all the important people in my life. I also hope that pressing send on that will give me the last push I need to just go do it.

I envisage pressing send on that in my final moments and walk straight out and go until to the point of no return.

 

[StarryEyed]

Hi @QuestOver

I'm chickening out with the drowning idea. I have too many fears around it - not just the drowning itself. Being in the sea scares me. Add to that the darkness. Add to that being alone when scared. Add to that choppy waters. Add to that the fear of being discovered and rescued. Does any of that scare you?

 

[Black Sheep One]

Drowning... Research shallow water blackout. Play the fainting game under water. Make sure no one will rescue you. Easy to research because of many videos. Happens to the best of swimmers. It seems peaceful.

 

[worthIess]

my idea is taking a bunch of dxm to be completely out of it and dissociated, then holding my breath until my lungs are empty and plunging into the river