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garrypallister99
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- Aug 20, 2023
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Hi, I am new here but I have been suicidal for a while. I overdosed before and failed. To me, the most important thing is to succeed in ending things. Pain is secondary. I have become quite adamant that I will weigh myself down in a blowhole near the beach and drown myself(as being deep underwater leaves no room for survival), someone has drowned there before. I will drink about a liter of vodka beforehand to try and reduce SI. I also have access to the darknet if there are drugs someone could recommend I take to perhaps knock me out or even kill me before I enter the water. Just wondering if this sounds like a good method and if anyone has any advice for me. Thanks guys