girlsboysthems
no i dont have a gun
- Dec 19, 2022
- 420
I got denied at the health checkup before I start driving because they want my psychiatrist to do a report on my state of mental health (I havent seen a dr in years). Little backstory; I almost got my drivers license back in 2020-ish/2021, I did the final driving exam and I failed, and since i cant stand failure (among other things) I just quit it all (yes about 1500e down the drain). and then i attempted ctb and failed and now this failed suicide is biting me in the ass. i kinda hid the documents, so that they wouldnt be available for viewing by drs for driving and for work, but this dr somehow pulled up the ER and psych ward documents and denied me. So now i have to do a psych evalv., but i dont know how to go about it. i am still very much suicidal (waiting for a good date), i still do drugs (weed everyday, everything else on occasion), muy depresso, little less problems with ocd than usual, but it contributes to my suicidal ideation/planning a lot. How do i go about this to insure that ill get cleared for driving?
ps.:dont want to kill anyone with a car, but i do want to eventually take the drugs i have prepared for cbt and drive off a cliff (to make sure i really die.
ps.:dont want to kill anyone with a car, but i do want to eventually take the drugs i have prepared for cbt and drive off a cliff (to make sure i really die.