Discussion Drifting here and there.

[Tact]

Question: I'm not entirely sure about how others feel about drifting away, so I'd like to know. When you feel like dying, what emotions do you feel? Is it a crushing weight on your back, a numbness, or what? For me, it is the lack of feeling and slapping myself a lot. Also I'm relatively new here so I might be wording this wrong/asking this question in the wrong place.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just feel so tired of existing and find it painful to exist. Death is certainly the only relief for me, existing has only ever caused me to suffer and I'm not meant for it, I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what and only wish for eternal nothingness.