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SkyBlue

SkyBlue

Member
Dec 15, 2018
50
During the time when I thought death was imminent and inevitable for me, I had two dreams about the nuclear apocalypse.

First time, the alarm went off and me and other people hid in an underground nuclear bunker. Then you could hear and feel unbelievable hell unfold above. I thought "Maybe I will survive", but then I felt radiation flood through my body like some kind of buzzing current, and I knew that this was it, and all I could do was lie down and let it happen to me. It even felt a bit schizophrenic how I directly associated this feeling with the people that startet the attack, and how they had such power over me.

Second time, I was outside, when suddenly the horizon lit up like a second sunrise. I thought "No, this can't be true", but then a giant fiery mushroom rose above the horizon. Everyone startet running, and I felt this infinite sadness that the world was lost.

In my dream I was held for a very long time. Then they rubbed my back. It was so lovely.

Best dream I had recently was like this. A girl I liked doing this to me. Best.

Hint: A dream diary is probably the weirdest fun you can have without drugs. Write down your dreams after waking up. Read them again after maybe half a year. Laugh till you run out of tears.
 
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Deivis

Deivis

Seul contre tous
Jul 23, 2018
235
I have dreams where I argue with my parents - situations from the past, 15-20 years ago.

They've never abused me physically, never slapped or kicked me, not once - but I still hate them both for being losers.

But it's rare, most of the time, no dreams, no recollections. Go to bed, wake up, 8 hours of non-existence.
Dying from a cardiac arrest in my sleep is an unattainable fantasy. :)
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
I had a dream in which I committed suicide. I also had dreams which suicide was a thing.
 
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Pepega

Pepega

Betaman
Mar 2, 2019
101
I told in a early post I don't have dreams, but most of the time when i can remember them it's the same story over and over again, Me and my best friend from childhood become friends again and have a great time, this is torturing me...i had this last night.Also i had this weird dream when he came home from the foreign country he is now then immediately left with a huge cruise ship while me running throu the forest tying to catch him, and when i finally board up he and his friends throw me from the ship
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
I had a dream that my credit score was raised to $70,000 . I was so hype lmao
 

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