MarrowGrinder
L¤ngMallz
- Feb 18, 2025
- 12
> be me
> go on suicide forum
> vent some feelings
> "oh that feels good to let it out"
> explore the site cause bored
> sees some goodbye/last messages
> look at user profiles
> wasn't online since said goodbye
> "oh.."
> comments to say my goodbye and tributes to them
> sleep
> get a dream where I od in an empty room and starts to panic and shake, suddenly my partner arrives as some type of angel and starts comforting me and hugging me as I cry and apologize for my action before dying as she also fades away
> wakes up completely shaken in cold sweat
> starts sobbing like a newborn and trembling like I ever did before
> texts with panic partner
>they are ok and well
>sobs even more
Do not look at goodbye/ last messages when you are NOT in the mental headspace for that
> go on suicide forum
> vent some feelings
> "oh that feels good to let it out"
> explore the site cause bored
> sees some goodbye/last messages
> look at user profiles
> wasn't online since said goodbye
> "oh.."
> comments to say my goodbye and tributes to them
> sleep
> get a dream where I od in an empty room and starts to panic and shake, suddenly my partner arrives as some type of angel and starts comforting me and hugging me as I cry and apologize for my action before dying as she also fades away
> wakes up completely shaken in cold sweat
> starts sobbing like a newborn and trembling like I ever did before
> texts with panic partner
>they are ok and well
>sobs even more
Do not look at goodbye/ last messages when you are NOT in the mental headspace for that
