Discussion Dose anyone else fantasize about being kidnapped, raped, and murdered?

[iloverachel]

Murdered or accidentally killed? All the time
kidnapped or raped? Nah. that stuff sounds traumatizing

 

[Dark Window]

absolutely. and I feel the strongest guilt about it. Sometimes the images flash in my brain, and I cringe up and have a panic attack. Other times, it's a genuine fantasy and I end up feeling the guilt later. Either way, there's guilt. As though I could control it, and I'm faking it.

I don't really know where or how it started either, to be honest. It's as though im SO afraid of it, that I feel like im manifesting it into happening and there's absolutely nothing I can do to prevent it and it WILL happen to me regardless of my efforts.

Look up thought action fusion. Get to work on defusion techniques.

 

[outrider567]

No, that would be a nightmare--Better would be if someone broke in and shot me in the head while sleeping, like California's serial killer Richard Ramirez(although he got in houses from open windows)used to do