Help Don't want to be alone when I die..

[Right2die]

I have everything I need to ctb via SN, I just don't want to go alone.
I've heard of people who had someone watch them while they ctb, that sounds nice tbh.
If there's anybody out there like that I'd be glad to make a death buddy.
Also looking for footage of people who have ctb via SN, just so I can get an idea of what I'm up against.
I'm worried it will feel like suffocating and I don't want to die that way.
Hope this post doesn't come across as weird. I'm a pretty normal, suicidal guy.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

There's a Partners Megathread:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/partners-megathread-read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.1253/

 

[Right2die]

There's a Partners Megathread:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/partners-megathread-read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.1253/

Thank you!