KenDuh
Member
- Nov 1, 2025
- 92
Right now it's 3 a.m., and I haven't gone to sleep yet because I've been very nervous every day for over a month now. Similarly, for some time now, I haven't been able to find motivation for anything. I suffer from depression and anxiety, which explains a lot. I don't know what to do with my time, but at the same time, I feel like it's never enough. I don't know what to do during the day, I can hardly sleep, and I hate getting up. I stick to the same routine every day because it keeps me from feeling much worse. I don't know why I'm living. The days are annoying, and there's no satisfaction on the other side. I want to stop feeling this way, but I can't. I don't know how to do it. I try to talk to people or distract myself by reading, but even that isn't enough. I don't feel alive, and it's annoying to live each day. Ctb is not an option. I'm going to keep living, but I don't know how to make life more bearable. Every day feels horrible and leaves me more and more exhausted.
