Don’t know what happened

[LookingforAnswers]

I dont even know what happened to my brain. It is simply the saddest thing i can imagine. To be robbed of life while living. I have everything on paper. Prior to this i would practice gratitude, preach positivity, understand the blessing that is life.

Now to be summoned to this feels awful. You feel like a burden to everyone.

Doctor's dont want to help you cause they dont understand. Friends dont want to talk - dont understand. Family same, etc etc

Never have i felt so alone

 

[flightless bird]

Sounds like you're waking up. Welcome to the club.

 

[Living_Hurts_so_Much]

I dont even know what happened to my brain. It is simply the saddest thing i can imagine. To be robbed of life while living. I have everything on paper. Prior to this i would practice gratitude, preach positivity, understand the blessing that is life.

Now to be summoned to this feels awful. You feel like a burden to everyone.

Doctor's dont want to help you cause they dont understand. Friends dont want to talk - dont understand. Family same, etc etc

Never have i felt so alone

I am alone inside even though there are people around. I can't say how I really feel to anyone. No Dr. No therapist. No family/friends. I'll just end up getting tossed back in the psych ward for a week. That was no help. I had to pretend to get better so I could get the hell out of that place.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is so horrible how life can torture people in so many ways with no real relief from what they are going through. We are all alone as humans as nobody else can really understand what we experience, we all experience life differently and many others would rather avoid than even try to understand. It's just the way that people are.
I wish you the best.

 

[theboy]

your consciousness woke up

 

[makethepainstop]

Sometimes it can just be too damn painful, not to have someone just to talk to. Just having someone you trust listen to you is like a balm of warmth for a troubled soul. Wish I could meet you and give you a strong hug, and then while I'm still holding you I'd ask you, dude you wanna talk? Just knowing that someone gives a damn can be so wonderful. I'm sorry your hurting.