Venting don't get it

[wristcutangel]

i feel like i'm worsening by the day. i have no reason to wake up in the morning anymore. everyday is even more dull than the last.
i don't get why i'm alive. or more specifically, why i should stay alive. i don't see any reason, anything that'd rationalise staying alive like this. i hate this. i wish i could just die already.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand that it's certainly so torturous suffering in this existence when you just wish to be gone, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.