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OverTheRainbow
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- Feb 7, 2019
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Legit rn all I can do is lie in bed and hope that somehow I drop dead. That's where I'm at now. Everything is fucking shit...
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I was thinking the same thing. At least those on the forum who have actually done ctb had the energy and ability to do it.all I can do is lie in bed and hope that somehow I drop dead.
Feel yaLegit rn all I can do is lie in bed and hope that somehow I drop dead. That's where I'm at now. Everything is fucking shit...
You guys are really kind and always here when I'm feeling completely alone. This community is really kind and I thank you so much for that...
Lately I feel like I'm evil or something. I have BPD and I read a lot of threads on Reddit and such about how evil and manipulative people with bpd are. It makes me extremely sad... I don't want to mistreat people. I don't want to hurt people. I really don't. Idk how to say it properly but I really really don't... I actually want to be kind to the people I care about. Yes my depression can make me selfish and self absorbed at times and trust me I hate that, but I do really love the people close to me... Not that there's many or any...
I have felt this way for so long. All I can do is lay in bed and stare at the wall. I am too tired to live but also too tired to do something about itLegit rn all I can do is lie in bed and hope that somehow I drop dead. That's where I'm at now. Everything is fucking shit...
Omg same im so cognitive fucked up too which makes it even worse I deserve to dieLegit rn all I can do is lie in bed and hope that somehow I drop dead. That's where I'm at now. Everything is fucking shit...
That exactly what i was saying yesterday pro lifers dont even take the time understand they just assume that were "selfish" or " taking the easy way out" theres nothing SELFISH or EASY about any of this! They are selfish and are living the easy life they dont have to worry about 24/7 agonizing painSuicide is such an exhausting task holy fuck bruh it is not easy