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hopeless08

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Dec 8, 2023
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Omg I can't take anymore this is hell
Actually I think hell is better than this.
I don't know what to do anymore. I really want to ctb with fentanyl but don't know where to get it. I'm so frustrated. I wish you guys can help me with this but I'm sure many of you have the same problem.
I need to do this I'm in so much pain it's hard to breathe.
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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Yeah this life and world is worse than hell if it existed .
I don't believe in hell after death nor an afterlife nor reincarnation

They made nembutal, cyanide capsules , fentanyl assisted suicide crimes so we have to suffer
 
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oddetoad

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Nov 25, 2023
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It's probably something like upper Hell.
I can't imagine the difficulty finding what you need now after the shift
Yeah this life and world is worse than hell if it existed .
I don't believe in hell after death nor an afterlife nor reincarnation
Reincarnation is a real thing it has been proven but I hope you're right anyway lol
 
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hopeless08

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Dec 8, 2023
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Yeah this life and world is worse than hell if it existed .
I don't believe in hell after death nor an afterlife nor reincarnation

They made nembutal, cyanide capsules , fentanyl assisted suicide crimes so we have to suffer
Yeah the fucking universe wants us to suffer….and all the assholes out there that are constantly stepping and hurting others are living the best life, I hate them
 
FuneralCry

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Tortured by evil humans
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering, it's so horrible and cruel how there isn't a straightforward way to just cease existing in peace. It'd be such a relief to me if such peaceful ways to die became more accessible.
 
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hopeless08

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Dec 8, 2023
491
I know it really infuriates me that once I think I found a sure painless method, it turns out to be complicated or unreliable.
And there are so many different opinions that leave me confused. I wish someone that has successfully ctb could come back to us just to let us know how they did. Wouldn't that be nice..
 

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