donating my sn death 2 science

[LansJ70]

Seriously I don't think he's gone at all.

1) nervous before.
2) 1 hr to go.
3) (2 and a half hours later) - oh I made a mistake, I spilled it, etc.

No shame in not doing it, it takes balls, I know, I've been there and couldn't do it.

Don't wish death on anyone who wants to live, but these kinds of threads are not helpful.

 

[angelus]

Seriously I don't think he's gone at all.

1) nervous before.
2) 1 hr to go.
3) (2 and a half hours later) - oh I made a mistake, I spilled it, etc.

No shame in not doing it, it takes balls, I know, I've been there and couldn't do it.

Don't wish death on anyone who wants to live, but these kinds of threads are not helpful.

They're helpful, but we should think and come with an idea for some improvements. The person trying ctb is getting emotional support through this kind of threads. But if failed, we can't know what happened and if they're ok. We have no feed-back and that's kinda annoying. The emotional connections built in the last moments are stong (at least for me) even if relations here are virtual.
I feel a lot more empathetic, committed and heart touched when dealing with good-bye topics. But they're helping me too. They gave me hope and make me confident that I'm not alone, that I'll join them.... they make me feel a lot of compassion, love, sadness.... but hope too. A sad one, but... ohh... For me it's an overwhelming feeling, in the good sense.