Venting Don´t even have the willpower for VSED

[king_yaroglek]

I went 1 day and 12 hours without eating or drinking, but my parents kept going into my room and offering me food; they also said that they were going to call an ambulance if i did not eat.
Of course they would. Why was i so fucking stupid to not take that into account? Not like i was going to endure however many days it takes for you to die of thirst anyway.
I just did it because i felt hopeless. I live in country where it's illegal to own guns, there are no places in my city that are tall enough to jump off and my parents threw away my SN.
Maybe i will get a PO box and try ordering some more chemicals again.

 

[RyeSalRuff2]

You should try going for the PO Box strategy if you have any leftover moneys and if you do want to go through with it of course. Sooner the better probably buying SN might be more harder in the future.
The uhh, website forums guides doesn't suggest doing VSED. I think it can describe it better than I can. Here:

Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[king_yaroglek]

You should try going for the PO Box strategy if you have any leftover moneys and if you do want to go through with it of course. Sooner the better probably buying SN might be more harder in the future.
The uhh, website forums guides doesn't suggest doing VSED. I think it can describe it better than I can. Here:

Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Thanks, as i said, i was hopeless and confused, so even though i read that thread i still "attempted" it.
I have saved up money so i will definitely get a PO box.