Doing it tonight.

[kohaku]

Metoclopramide is a dopamine and serotonin antagonist. It helps to decrease nausea. It helps a lot, but it's not 100%. Many people still vomit, but it can delay how long it takes to vomit, as well as increase the amount of sn that makes it to the bloodstream(I don't know the scientific terms).

I've also heard that some people prepare additional glasses to take in case they vomit. Good idea, Y/N?

 

[Xiaomi]

All I want is for you to go peacefully and painlessly as possible. Whatever path you choose, I hope you find true happiness.

 

[theguineapigking]

I've also heard that some people prepare additional glasses to take in case they vomit. Good idea, Y/N?

Yes.

I feel bad to give advice on your goodbye thread though. But you have a right to know.

I sincerely hope you find peace. Again, we're here for you if you have second thoughts.

 

[kohaku]

Yes.

I feel bad to give advice on your goodbye thread though. But you have a right to know.

I sincerely hope you find peace. Again, we're here for you if you have second thoughts.

Thanks. Hope no one hears me if I vomit. I'll turn the fan on.

 

[Smudgedlines]

Still messed up and it made me a little anxious, but I took my phenibut today so I'll be fine. I'm just trying to have a calm rest of

I know. Just pop them on ignore and focus on the support from everyone else. I truly hope you get through it in the way you wish the most. Actually I hope you are saved and go on to have a happy fulfilling life but I probably shouldnt say it. You are bound to be anxious for lots of reasons just make sure you are certain.

 

[CoffinDance]

I wish you luck!

 

[kohaku]

That reminds me, I have 8 USD in Bitcoin that's going to go unused when I'm gone. Please PM me if you need it.

 

[death137]

Wish you the best in whatever decision you make.

 

[pole]

im sorry about what your going through.

being hurt by a person you love and a person close to you is just a different type of hurt that i also have unfortunately experienced.

just a side note, CTB is an extremely hard decision and its something someone should critically think about. we know absolutely nothing about another persons situation and we should NEVER assume why another person does what they do and judge their thought process.

i've been seeing people blindlessly assuming why another person thinks and does what they speak of and its extremely sad. we arent here to judge or assume another persons situation and analyze their thoughts in a negative manner. the posts i've seen implying people are being "attention seekers" is ridiculous and is fueled by nothing but someones assumptions. if you feel the need to criticize and nit-pick another persons situation and their thought process, just refrain yourself from posting entirely. it does nothing but hinder positive discussion on the forum and specifically the thread itself.

as for OP, i hope you find peace with whatever decision you make.

take care.

 

[TAW122]

I wish you the best and peace during your remaining time. I hope you have a peaceful transition into the unknown.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i hope you find peace.

 

[kohaku]

Thanks for the kind words everyone. Just a few more hours 'til everyone goes to sleep so I can do it. I got DBAN to format my disk on an USB drive now. I'll start the preparations soon. I'm happy.

Also, the bitcoin offer has expired, sorry to anyone who could've used it.

 

[Denise2207]

Wishing you a peaceful journey

 

[Sinai Silence]

Wishing you all the best no matter what your final decision comes to

 

[Ghost2211]

I understand where you're coming from... Ready to die, but also ready for real help if people are willing to see. Sometimes people need a tangible dose of reality for them to get their head out of their ass. I don't see what you're doing as attention seeking, and it's really sad anyone would say that.

I truly hope you're journey leads to being in a better situation whether that's people around you treating you better, or the there after. Safe travels friend.

 

[Racon]

That reminds me, I have 8 USD in Bitcoin that's going to go unused when I'm gone. Please PM me if you need it.

No offence meant, but I find the idea of offering 8 bucks as a parting gift before you kill yourself to be pretty hilarious.

 

[Meditation guide]

I find the idea of offering 8 bucks as a parting gift before you kill yourself to be pretty hilarious.

Why? I think it's nice.

 

[Racon]

Why? I think it's nice.

It is nice, but it is also funny. It is an insignificant and random amount. And the circumstances "I'm going to CTB, does anyone want my last 8 dollars?". A little endearing that they were serious about it. Yeah, I don't know if my sense of humour makes sense to anyone.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[Huntfish34]

Safe travels and peace to you ...

Racon. - I get it,. It's some off the wall shit, so it's unusually awkward yet funny.

 

[DamnYourEyes]

I wish you a very safe painless transition to whatever your next place is. Light, love, laughter and uncondemning arms always open to you. Success and peace. Also FWPT.
That means fuck what people think. Best of luck to you, and yes, best idea is to have another dose waiting to go in case you puke the first one up.

 

[Deleted member 14386]

Godammit you guys why am I laughing in a goodbye thread??!!

Safe travels man, peace

 

[theguineapigking]

@krtgrf

I sincerely hope that if you did attempt, you're at peace, and no longer in pain.

If you're still here, we are HERE for you. No judgement if you chose to hold off.

If you are still with us, please post back whenever you feel able, as it'd be nice to know what's going on.

Best wishes.

 

[kohaku]

Hi everyone. I made my attempt but I got found. Currently hospitalized. I'll write a status update soon to let anyone curious know how the SN experience was.

 

[Huntfish34]

Yikes.. Glad you're okay. Give us an update when you have time please.

 

[theguineapigking]

Hi everyone. I made my attempt but I got found. Currently hospitalized. I'll write a status update soon to let anyone curious know how the SN experience was.

Hey. I hope you are feeling better after being given the treatment. I hope that your recovery is as swift and painless as possible. Take your time man. We definitely would love to hear back from you, whenever you feel able to update us again.

On one hand I'm sorry that the attempt failed. On the other, I might feel kind of glad that you have a second chance at life...depending on how it makes you feel. If you're glad, I'm glad.

Best wishes.

 

[miguel6565]

i wish you better now

 

[grungeCat]

Hi everyone. I made my attempt but I got found. Currently hospitalized. I'll write a status update soon to let anyone curious know how the SN experience was.

I'm sorry you got spotted. I hope everything will turn out fine for you. Well, I don't know if it's rude but I have a couple of questions. Did dimenhydrinate stopped you from being nauseous a little bit? Is the nausea really impossible to overcome?

 

[kohaku]

I'm sorry you got spotted. I hope everything will turn out fine for you. Well, I don't know if it's rude but I have a couple of questions. Did dimenhydrinate stopped you from being nauseous a little bit? Is the nausea really impossible to overcome?

I have to say I actually forwent the dimenhydrinate entirely. Surprisingly, throwing up didn't feel that bad, though. The real discomfort was the increased heart rate, it honestly felt like my heart was gonna beat out of my chest. Again, not painful, though, just uncomfortable.

I'll write more about this in a new thread later today or tomorrow.

 

[MeriDeath]

Im happy youre fine