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toyu

toyu

Not sure how to feel.
Jul 31, 2024
49
After many years of never being able to talk to anyone I know about how I feel, I finally posted a short paragraph about what I've been going through in a discord server that my friends and i use. It's been like a day, and a total of one person bothered to message to me or respond with any form of support. I sure do fucking love it.
 
MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
That sounds about right these days. You'll only come across 1 or 2 friends in your life that truly care. If you're lucky.
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
798
I try to give people the benefit of the doubt; that they find it too difficult to hear about or are just busy, but… it is hard.
 
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iloveyouihateyou

iloveyouihateyou

probably die before it hurts
Oct 23, 2024
118
i know exactly what that feels like, i've been realizing how little people actually care and it's such a demoralizing reality to know how easy it is for others to turn their backs on someone asking for help. it's genuinely heartbreaking and almost sobering to experience
 
toyu

toyu

Not sure how to feel.
Jul 31, 2024
49
Also I did say that they shouldn't feel forced to respond if they didn't want to, but I kinda expected them to at least say something, seeing as these people are the people I've known my entire life and I would imagine they would care about my death I'd hope.
 

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