Does thinking of suicide make anyone else feel euphoric

[huntrix#1fan]

It just feels like such a nice solution. No more problems. No more worrying about money or my shitty job. No worrying about what comes next. Just thinking "its fine, I'll be dead so it doesn't matter." I would love to just blow all my money, travel. then lay around and play video games and relax before doing it. Though realistically I could probably only do it on impulse.

 

[Wrath]

Euphoric, yes, but I think it makes me less impulsive. As I am trying to face my problems for the last time. It feels nice, but I can't afford to have another breakdown or splurge, lest I fuck up more. I wish I could feel more free, but I find myself clinging onto childhood stuff like my stuffed animals more and more.

 

[LastNite]

Not "euphoric" but mostly relieved. First time I wanted to die I was in highschool I planned on doing it soon at that time. We had plenty of stuff going on like tests and a bunch of projects. Usually those made me stressed and worried. I used to stay up all night till the bus came just so I can keep studying. But at that time the same thought came to my head. It'll all be over nothing matters. If a guy comes at me stabs me to death I wouldnt be in fear I was going to kill myself anyways. If I had gotten robbed, shot, bullied, or whatever it may be, it all didnt matter. It was the best stress relief I had gotten all my life.

 

[secretariat]

It just feels like such a nice solution. No more problems. No more worrying about money or my shitty job. No worrying about what comes next. Just thinking "its fine, I'll be dead so it doesn't matter." I would love to just blow all my money, travel. then lay around and play video games and relax before doing it. Though realistically I could probably only do it on impulse.

definitely some kind of relief (not sure if euphoric but maybe?) ironically, its the idea of killing myself that has kept me going for so long

love ur user btw kdh is peak

 

[Vlad Tepes]

It feels me with joy, yeah. Paradoxically, the only thing I live for is death. Nothing is more relieving than the possibility that I could just let it all go, that I would find eternal peace and rest.

 

[liquid jen]

Very much so. Imagining blowing my head off (or any other method), and my corpse laying there in peaceful silence, genuinely helps me calm down if I'm feeling overwhelmed. Odd.

 

[omensetter]

I wouldn't say euphoric. I would say relaxed. Sometimes lately the only way I can socially function is by reminding myself that suicide is always an option. My body feels an actual sensation of relief when I think about it. Maybe that is euphoric to some people.

 

[sorrowfullyliving]

Yeah definitely, I'll finally don't have to worry about anything. When death embrace me in its warm hug, telling me that it's all over, that non existence is waiting for me. An abyssal plain consisting of nothing more than internal peaceful rest. Free at last from the terrible curse of existing. I find myself so giddy just thinking about it

 

[flip_bug]

It just feels like such a nice solution. No more problems. No more worrying about money or my shitty job. No worrying about what comes next. Just thinking "its fine, I'll be dead so it doesn't matter." I would love to just blow all my money, travel. then lay around and play video games and relax before doing it. Though realistically I could probably only do it on impulse.

Maybe not euphoric but it's definitely a stress-reliever knowing when life gets too difficult the option is there

 

[badatparties]

Not really, I'm a huge over thinker so i don't know if I'll truly find peace in death.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes. I tend to often think how amazing death will be- if I will be free of all this shit. I'm not looking forward to the actual dying bit though.

 

[copioushopelessness]

I felt more relief when I had a method but not sure if it was enough and I threw it away. All I think about is how I could end it. If I had what I needed I think I could relax.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes. Who wouldn't feel euphoria to escape all problems,pain , bad memories, and suffering forever? With one drink or one tiny move of my finger I can get out of all these traps, undo the evil imposition, solve all my problems instantly and forever, be permanently safe from any unbearable pain or extreme suffering for all time..... into the ultimate bliss Non-existence forever no suffering, no pain , no problems , no bad memories... eternal Non-existence the ultimate perfection... just one drink or one tiny movement of my finger on the trigger of my shotgun

Who wouldn't feel euphoria to escape all problems and suffering forever?

Non-existence forever is the only guarantee of never suffering so badly the suffering is a trillion times worse than the worst one can imagine. Thus eternal Non-existence is the only perfection, the ultimate victory

 

[LettinGooo]

I timed mine to avoid another work week... And the unfortunate reality of my boss calling a welfare check when I didn't show up :/ which I kinda feel shitty about tbh.

 

[Alexandra_]

The knowledge that death exists is the only thing that makes me happy in this fucking life. It's just taking way too long for it to come to me

 

[SunnySideSummer]

It gave me a boost of joy and energy, like if everything was clear

I had considered suicide , but in this same period m'y friends without knowing i was seriously thinking about it really helped and made me feel better , respect and love and they gave me another " boost of life"

I guess I gotta try more in life now ... I love them , just now this kind of euphory leaved me i feel more melancholic again but i will try to take médications and stuff and see if everything will be better in my head and my life

 

[Kitsuné_]

I guess It would be euphoric if i had the correct method, yes.

 

[Zerengin96]

Not euphoric, but it calms me down knowing i could end it whenever i want

 

[huntrix#1fan]

definitely some kind of relief (not sure if euphoric but maybe?) ironically, its the idea of killing myself that has kept me going for so long

love ur user btw kdh is peak

lol thanks i love kpdh

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I'd say it somehow regulates me. The idea of suicide, and that I can 'call it quits' if it all gets too much, comforts me.