More than you could imagine....a pussy who can't.pull the trigger here ...
I know I should have died a long time ago.
I also know I am living on borrowed time as suicidal thoughts have plagued me since I was a kid.
That said, at this stage of my life, death or dying no longer bothers me.
Also, no one in my world would be upset over my loss.
I think most of them would simply go about their daily routine with little thought of my dying. This, of course, is after sitting around for a short time saying, "Why didn't they ask for help?"
In the end, there is no room for someone like me in this world anymore.
Same for me...and I don't.know your whole story .. I have to end it .. I just need to confirm my partners been cheating... Omg that will be everything for me.... Or get kicked out of my.methadone place.... I need a reason so bad... Everyday .. if I can't get medicine ... I'm going to CTB but being on all the narcotics.amd.valoum make me.wamt to CTB but they don't work anymore.... And you look like a drug addled POS when you ask for stuff.... So I'm going to end it.... I was thinking about doing something.craxy like r0bb some place for drugs or something ...as like an anchoring act... If it goes wrong I shoot self.... Goes right.... I get away and get to CTB the way I want
...... W coupipus amounts of IV opiates versed , Ativan , valium... And iv morphine and.dulidid and put it all it a saline bag and just drif away if I got away.... Id property need propofol too
I know I should have died a long time ago.
I also know I am living on borrowed time as suicidal thoughts have plagued me since I was a kid.
That said, at this stage of my life, death or dying no longer bothers me.
Also, no one in my world would be upset over my loss.
I think most of them would simply go about their daily routine with little thought of my dying. This, of course, is after sitting around for a short time saying, "Why didn't they ask for help?"
In the end, there is no room for someone like me in this world anymore.
Same for me...and I don't.know your whole story .. I have to end it .. I just need to confirm my partners been cheating... Omg that will be everything for me.... Or get kicked out of my.methadone place.... I need a reason so bad... Everyday .. if I can't get medicine ... I'm going to CTB but being on all the narcotics.amd.valoum make me.wamt to CTB but they don't work anymore.... And you look like a drug addled POS when you ask for stuff.... So I'm going to end it.... I was thinking about doing something.craxy like r0bb some place for drugs or something ...as like an anchoring act... If it goes wrong I shoot self.... Goes right.... I get away and get to CTB the way I want
...... W coupipus amounts of IV opiates versed , Ativan , valium... And iv morphine and.dulidid and put it all it a saline bag and just drif away if I got away.... Id property need propofol too