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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
I'm going to use nitrogen too but I was going to take some Xanax first to make me sleepy and calm. Are you going to use a mask or exit bag?
No, not nitrogen. Nembutal. If I do not get N, I will buy SN
 
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oneanonymous

Wizard
Feb 5, 2020
694
It comforts me. Even when I was a little kid, the idea of existing forever scared the hell out of me.
 
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escapefromabuse

Here's Tom with the weather
Jan 25, 2020
175
To finally be able to shut my mind off, sleep, and escape the hell that my life has become sounds divine.
 
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Cave Johnson

Member
Feb 6, 2020
51
The thought comforts me, it truly does. The actual process of dying scares the shit out of me, mostly because I worry about fucking it up, but passing into the infinite void? I'd like to cease existing.
 
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mesohappy

mesohappy

Cat piss sammich??
Jan 10, 2020
674
Sometimes the thought comforts me.Sometimes it makes me feel a little sad,I don't know if scared is the right word.Maybe just fear of missing out?I still get pleasure out of some small, simple things in this existence,like the hot shower that I took this morning..My mind has been all over the place lately.Sometimes I don't feel 100% convinced there is "nothing".Last week a stranger showed me a random act of mercy and kindness at a very dark time and because of it I found myself praying and pouring my heart out to God.I prayed "the Lords prayer" before I went to sleep last night.Then comforted myself with the thought of achieving "nothingness" in the morning.Im all fucked up..
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,200
tbh I am more afraid of the concept of reincarnation. I have no clue how people find that a comforting thought. Imagine having to come back to this shit hole world in different body vessels lifetime after lifetime. Fuck that. I am okay with there being nothing after this but if consciousness does somehow survive, I hope it is better than this hell.
 
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ncmxm

ncmxm

Experienced
Jun 9, 2021
232
i had a lot of experiences in life that prooved to me that there is definitely something beyond physical life.
for that reason i am not scared of completely dissapearing.

i'm not religious or new age or anything like that so it makes it easier for me to know it definitely from my own experience.
and i wish every one of could.

i AM SCARED however that i will loose my identity.
that my desires will seem silly.
that i won't indentify myself as a female, that i will lose the drive to do what want to do.
i am TERRIFIED of that.

i have to overcome that fear.

If it's ok for me to ask, would you mind sharing what experiences you've had? If you don't feel like answering it's absolutely okay of course!
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,279
The idea of there being nothing after death is very comforting to me. Of course it is hard to comprehend what eternal nothingness is like as existence is all we know. To me it sounds wonderful to never have to experience anything again, to me it is freedom from the prison that is called life. It is the thing that I want the most. Life is the scary thing to me as there is unlimited potential for suffering.
 
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jscudd55

jscudd55

Member
Jul 2, 2021
14
Both for sure, just one of the questions of is it better to exist and suffer or not exist and never know you did.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,719
It comforts me.

I would be more scared of my existence continuing.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
It's comforting. I won't have to remember anything from this existence, and my mistakes and failures and being unsocial as a social being and unattractive
 
Mondo

Mondo

Member
May 11, 2021
52
Every single one of us will find out one day.. sooner or later, no one is going to live forever, we will find out when we get there
 
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BrokenLine

Experienced
Jul 13, 2019
255
The idea of not being of not existing is something I find comforting.
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247
i had a lot of experiences in life that prooved to me that there is definitely something beyond physical life.
for that reason i am not scared of completely dissapearing.

i'm not religious or new age or anything like that so it makes it easier for me to know it definitely from my own experience.
and i wish every one of could.

i AM SCARED however that i will loose my identity.
that my desires will seem silly.
that i won't indentify myself as a female, that i will lose the drive to do what want to do.
i am TERRIFIED of that.

i have to overcome that fear.
That's your ego.. the small mind. The bigger mind or your higher conscious just is. it doesn't think or judge it's just a witness.. we probably chose to take physical form so we could have some pleasure, feelings etc. Or it was a big trap..

If we need to incarnate into something to feel those things. Make sure to read the fine print. Cuz there's a flip side
 
StevieNixs

StevieNixs

Specialist
Jul 22, 2021
316
I believe that there is 100% something after death due to my recent experiences - which I outlined in another post. In fact, this gives me comfort (and no I am not religious) in fact it makes me more determined in my desire to cTB.
 
OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
I've always naturally felt that there is something after death. Whether it's a direct transition to a different stage of existence, or a temporary nothingness followed by another existence, it's all good with me. I believe that everything in the universe operates on cycles, and that includes consciousness.
 
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filthyrottendirty

Experienced
Feb 20, 2021
222
Comfort (but there is something after)
 
ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
Definetly comforts me.
 
Dear Agony

Dear Agony

The Void
Jan 24, 2020
296
Both. If there is something after death, this basically means this was all some cruel test and I actually deserved all of this. If there's nothing, then it was all just a coincidence and there's no reason for my pain. That thought comforts me, but is also depressing...
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
The thought about death gives me comfort it doesn't matter if there is a nice place after death or if there is nothing
 
motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
I don't need comfort. I have a huge heart & I'm always comforting other people.

Comforting 30 Rock GIF
 
littlelungs

littlelungs

Wizard
Oct 21, 2018
646
The idea of ceasing to exist completely is definitely hard for me to wrap my head around, simply because when I didn't exist, I obviously wasn't aware of that (or anything else) and thus I have no reference point and can't really imagine anything TO be afraid of, if that makes sense.

So, no, I wouldn't say that I'm afraid of it; rather, it's just not something that I can comprehend. But at the same time, the idea of being at peace and generally just left the hell alone for all of eternity – both by myself and this dipshit world – is definitely a comforting thought.
 
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Saski

Saski

Member
Aug 12, 2021
11
To me, like many others, it's both. On one hand, I want to be at some sort of afterlife (that understands why people take their own lives), a reality where the things happen in your life are gone or done right, pocket dimension, or be a ghost where I can feel comfy and do whatever I want with my spirit. I feel like a pocket dimension, being a ghost, or an afterlife are the most comforting in my opinion since they're the most you can be at your most free.

However, if nothing happens and we see a void, I'm fine with that. I don't get to feel, I don't get to experience whatever I want to wipe off my mind. It's an everlasting peace. I may be dust, but at least I get to feel nothing when I'm forever resting. These are my two cents. I know the stuff I mentioned are ludicrous but I'm just listing possibilities, no one knows after death for certain.

I'm just at a point at just leaving the world, no matter what happens after.
 
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ConfusedAndWeird

Member
Apr 12, 2021
48
It mainly comforts me. I've "not existed" for billions of years before my birth and I never noticed or cared. My pain only began once I was born, and I know for certain that there is no pain in non-existence, so what would I have to be afraid of?
 
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circleofdepression

Member
May 15, 2021
8
Definitely comfort. I want there to be a nothingness, a blackness. No consciousness, no nothing. Just peace.
 
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ITSCHRISHERE123

Member
Jul 5, 2021
54
From a realistic, completely logical POV, it would seem that death for humans would be the same as it is for any other species. We are gone, poof snap that is it. The same as it is before you were born, there is nothing, not even nothing. TRUE nothing, not even the feeling of nothingness. Does this bring you guys comfort or scare you?
Comfort, there's no way around it anyway your going to die eventually
 
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nightnightnitrite

nightnightnitrite

baby blues
Apr 17, 2021
483
I'm really hoping there is nothing after death. I don't want a heaven or hell or for me to be reincarnated. I'm so tired and just want nothingness. The idea of me not existing anywhere comforts me, I start feeling uneasy if I consider anything after death because I really don't want to deal with anything else.
 
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