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FrostedHoax

FrostedHoax

Student
Dec 1, 2022
110
When the thoughts are at their worst, it feels like constant heartbreak from how emotionally painful it is to realize that I've spiraled all the way to this point. So I guess I would say it does feel like chest pain to me at times.
 
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AresCohere

AresCohere

Professional Insomniac
Apr 10, 2023
158
Oddly enough I do often feel it in my chest, or whenever another major spurt of paranoia and depression hits.

It's… weird.
Sometimes I hope it's a heart attack and my time is finally up.
 
sunsetting

sunsetting

Student
Jun 9, 2021
100
Physically it manifests only when im really feeling down or thinking about ctb in a very logical way and it happens as pain in the arms like it's flowing from inside out it's really freaky. I guess that's the way my body learned how to cope with it.
 
yukan

yukan

Member
Apr 16, 2023
11
idk sometimes i feel relief because the idea of ctb distracts me from the pain and that this all won't matter in the end. but when i actually think about doing it my chest starts to feel heavy and i feel guilty for how it had to turn out this way. gah dayum
 

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