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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,238
Yes. Let me start. My paternal great uncle blew his brains out propped against a tree. My mother's maternal uncle shot himself after sending his daughter to the store. Her paternal cousin killed himself with carbon monoxide from a car. My maternal grandmother made an attempt with iodine My maternal grandfather threatened to kill himself. My mother once ran from the meal table saying she was going to kill herself.

A nice pedigree of misery, no?
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
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A HUGE YES for/about me and my "family" I have had past family ctb and I firmly believe that my "parents" were absolutely lost in their own reality.

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No blackangel

Member
Sep 18, 2022
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My ant shot herself having a leave from psyk ward. My grandmother was paranoid. Some ants and cousins on my fathers side had / has bipolar, drinking and using to much drugs.
 
Shikamaru

Shikamaru

ᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ່࡚ࠢ࠘⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊ࠢ࠘𐡏 ˚⁎⁺˳⋆ Misslilly 𓆩 ♡ 𓆪
Jun 13, 2022
105
Yes :/ sadly my Dads brother killed himself and my mum and dad are the ones that found him. Mental illness and addiction runs very strongly in my family. I feel so much guilt that I am going to put my family (especially my dad even though we don't get along), through the same pain and loss. I'm very concerned that when I go, my dad will also CTB. But I pray he will be strong enough to get though it and have the support he needs :(
 
toasterbath

toasterbath

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Jun 26, 2022
254
my mom drank herself to death i consider that slow ctbing. there's definitely been aunts and cousins with mental illnesses too.
 
Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,527
I wish my narc family had ctb before I was born.
 
HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
yes my Sister killed herself via overdose with hardcore drugs.
 
VKVK

VKVK

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Oct 18, 2021
112
Not sure. My dad was a druggie and died because of that but my mother always said he was very emotional so he probably used them to cope with the pain is what I like to imagine. My grandmother on my mother's side is nuts, and I'm very similar to her for what I fear are close reasons one another.
 

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