Sans

Sans

Protesting the conditions of an inhumane world
Oct 2, 2019
345
There's only one way to find out.

This is one of my greatest fears.

If Christianity/Judaism/Islam/similar religions are true, then there's a good chance I would go to hell even if I don't commit suicide. (Though I've always suspected that earth IS a form of hell, or that hell can't be that bad if earth is already this bad.)

Otherwise, I sometimes fear that even once I'm dead I will still "feel myself" for lack of a better word - I would be in a coffin (or more likely at the bottom of the ocean) unable to move, but aware of the fact that I am dead.

If reincarnation is real, then I may get a decent life after this one. But I read somewhere (I don't remember where, it may have been here) that it's possible we could reincarnate as ourselves and live the exact same life over and over again.

Imagine finally leaving this clown world only to be put right back in it.
 
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oxymoron

oxymoron

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2019
439
No, there is a 100% chance of there being something. There always exists something. "Nothing" is not a real concept.

If there is just nothingness after death, then how were we born conscious and existing like this in the first place, from "nothingness"?
I don't care at this moment. Does the way of exiting matter in anyway?
 
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ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
1,224
This documentary shows and talks about also when people die in the wrong way that their consciousness will be restless in the afterlife. Or when people didn't let go or did not round up life in a respectful way
Does this presentation assert that all ctb is bad? Or ctb other than for the right reasons (e.g.: truly had enough, want out, to go to the next plane).
 
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Viola

Specialist
Feb 28, 2020
334
No one could possibly know. The question is whether your life now is so bad you are willing to risk the alternative in whatever form that comes.
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
Does this presentation assert that all ctb is bad? Or ctb other than for the right reasons (e.g.: truly had enough, want out, to go to the next plane).

It's something to think about
Even my doctor says make sure you really closed and finish everything with everybody before you go. And yes i do believe when people go impulsively its more stressful to die. That also counts for the afterlife. Last year I had my attempt and really was stressed alot because it was not carefully finished.


But now with my euthanasia and everything arranged and closings up with people the right way i feel more peace to go next month.
 
oxymoron

oxymoron

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2019
439
There's only one way to find out.

This is one of my greatest fears.

If Christianity/Judaism/Islam/similar religions are true, then there's a good chance I would go to hell even if I don't commit suicide. (Though I've always suspected that earth IS a form of hell, or that hell can't be that bad if earth is already this bad.)

Otherwise, I sometimes fear that even once I'm dead I will still "feel myself" for lack of a better word - I would be in a coffin (or more likely at the bottom of the ocean) unable to move, but aware of the fact that I am dead.

If reincarnation is real, then I may get a decent life after this one. But I read somewhere (I don't remember where, it may have been here) that it's possible we could reincarnate as ourselves and live the exact same life over and over again.

Imagine finally leaving this clown world only to be put right back in it.
Fuck.
 
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Scooby-Doo

Scooby-Doo

Student
Oct 10, 2019
133
Tripped me out, and I went for a smoke.
God, I don't want to live this life again. I would like to see my family and pets that have passed as long as I don't feel like this when I'm dead. I just wish for peace.
 
ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
1,224
It's something to think about
Even my doctor says make sure you really closed and finish everything with everybody before you go. And yes i do believe when people go impulsively its more stressful to die. That also counts for the afterlife. Last year I had my attempt and really was stressed alot because it was not carefully finished.


But now with my euthanasia and everything arranged and closings up with people the right way i feel more peace to go next month.
This is why the absolute pursuit of recovery is important so one can be certain and be at peace at the end.
 
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Berlin76

Wizard
Aug 18, 2019
671
This is why the absolute pursuit of recovery is important so one can be certain and be at peace at the end.
You said it perfectly
But if recovery is not possible at least the best possible way of closing past and saying last respect to people around one and other
 
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toomuchgrief

a grieving mother
Sep 15, 2019
401
The only thing guaranteed is that your body will disintegrate and the atoms who were once you, will become part of something else.

Agreed!

This, is is a science article on body decompose after you die.
https://mosaicscience.com/story/what-happens-after-you-die/

Most of us would rather not think about what happens to our bodies after death. But that breakdown gives birth to new life in unexpected ways, writes Moheb Costandi.

And I laugh at those who say just becaues the brain has conscious it mean there something in the afterlife, LOLLLLLL. Sorry, but your little brain don't fully developed and memories don't form until you reach a certain age. You sure certain didn't remember shit when your in mother womb, or the first few years of your life.

Dead is the end.
 
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ReneeSuicideAccount

Member
Jun 3, 2019
50
I passed out from my last attempt, and it was peaceful. I remember laying on the floor knowing I was dying I felt good like my battle was finally ending the only worry I had at that time was my wife was going to be the one to find my body and that didn't sit well with me. But in that moment I knew I was over and that felt good.

but laying there unable to move blood all around me drifting off to the sound of my heart screaming was so perfect I don't think I'll ever really be able to explain it properly.
 
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Fantasia

Fantasia

New Member
Feb 12, 2020
1
I hope forced reincarnation is not a thing, fuck that shit.
 
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Proto

Proto

Student
Jan 21, 2020
117
I'm going to find out soon on an ayahuasca induced trip to the other side. Really curious what dying feels like. Will let you guys know.
 
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Jumper

Jumper

Student
Jun 18, 2019
149
It's not simple at all. It's fucking magnificent and beyond our full understanding. I think that how a woman can get pregnant and create life just from her and a man's powerful, sexual love, is magic. It definitely is magic.

I would kill to go back in time and exist again to do my life better, but yeah you probably can't redo life. I just think there IS something after death. There can't just be pure nothingness; there always was something.

Rats mating and reproducing = magical sexual love?
 
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TheSuicidalEccentric

The universe is wonderful.
Feb 23, 2020
438
Rats mating and reproducing = magical sexual love?

It is magical. Especially how a tiny little seed can turn into a giant pumpkin. That is magical
 
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oxymoron

oxymoron

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2019
439
Hard to live. Hard to die. Fuck this.
 
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russian_roulette

russian_roulette

the time for sleep is now
Feb 23, 2020
52
My experiences with death are very different. Once I felt like I was wrapped in cotton wool, while partial hanging. It was warm, soft and I was about to lose consciousness. In no attempt have I seen a light or seen life pass me by. I think after that comes nothingness, full of peace and satisfaction, respectively I hope so. But if we reincarnate, we are unlikely to notice that or do you know how many times you've lived? The only thing left is hope.
 
Tasdevil

Tasdevil

Student
Jan 20, 2020
115
Its something no knows I guess. some people believe in a afterlife and others don't. maybe It's like been sedated for a operation just nothing. I have had a few operations and I only remember one operation that I woke up half way through it all the others was just nothing till I woke up so maybe that is what death is like.
 
russian_roulette

russian_roulette

the time for sleep is now
Feb 23, 2020
52
Maybe it's like sleeping without dreaming. That would be the nicest, because I can't sleep without dreaming (but mostly nightmares). It's like I'm cursed and through death I finally get salvation.
 
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Jean Améry

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2019
1,098
No-one knows for sure as no-one has been dead before.

It all depends on whether or not consciousness survives physical death. As far as we know a working brain is a necessary precondition for consciousness so it's reasonable to assume there will be nothing after death which would be the absence of anything which in my book equals peace although in that scenario there will be no-one there to experience it.

Is deep sleep peace? Is being in a coma peaceful? Is being under general anesthesia peaceful? If so death will in my view probably be peaceful aswell.
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,820
For some yes, depending on whether you believe in an afterlife or not. I personally don't believe in an afterlife therefore, I would believe that nothing happens after death, so it would be peaceful for me, no more suffering and no pleasure either.
 
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FailingAtLife

Member
Mar 2, 2020
64
I passed out from my last attempt, and it was peaceful. I remember laying on the floor knowing I was dying I felt good like my battle was finally ending the only worry I had at that time was my wife was going to be the one to find my body and that didn't sit well with me. But in that moment I knew I was over and that felt good.

but laying there unable to move blood all around me drifting off to the sound of my heart screaming was so perfect I don't think I'll ever really be able to explain it properly.

What happened next...?
There's only one way to find out.

This is one of my greatest fears.

If Christianity/Judaism/Islam/similar religions are true, then there's a good chance I would go to hell even if I don't commit suicide. (Though I've always suspected that earth IS a form of hell, or that hell can't be that bad if earth is already this bad.)

Otherwise, I sometimes fear that even once I'm dead I will still "feel myself" for lack of a better word - I would be in a coffin (or more likely at the bottom of the ocean) unable to move, but aware of the fact that I am dead.

If reincarnation is real, then I may get a decent life after this one. But I read somewhere (I don't remember where, it may have been here) that it's possible we could reincarnate as ourselves and live the exact same life over and over again.

Imagine finally leaving this clown world only to be put right back in it.

Yeah, but what if you were unknowingly given this opportunity in order to correct the mistakes you regretted making in this life? So next time around, your current reincarnation would have no clue you'd been here before, but maybe your soul would, so you'd hopefully make fewer mistakes that doomed you previously, the end goal being that with each reincarnation, your life is better than the one before.

Christ, how many times have we all wished for do-overs in our lives...?
 
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ReneeSuicideAccount

ReneeSuicideAccount

Member
Jun 3, 2019
50
What happened next...?


Yeah, but what if you were unknowingly given this opportunity in order to correct the mistakes you regretted making in this life? So next time around, your current reincarnation would have no clue you'd been here before, but maybe your soul would, so you'd hopefully make fewer mistakes that doomed you previously, the end goal being that with each reincarnation, your life is better than the one before.

Christ, how many times have we all wished for do-overs in our lives...?

A long time later I was found by my wife I don't know how she got me a awake. But I was so weak I couldn't move from the couch for days after. I couldn't even stand long enough to wash the blood from my hands on day three the wife brought me a damp rag to wipe the blood off me.

I was so anemic when I finally went to a doctor they threatened to send cops to my house. It's been a while and I've SHed after that and my blood isn't blood really it's super watery has no iron smell and won't clot anymore.

my heart screams all day everyday I've had a few ekgs everything is broken, I have nerve damage from not having blood in me, in my limbs the veins and nerves are dying.

I fucked my self good
 

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