Does anyone want to be my friend?

[uuser1412]

It's not a very good idea to meet people on this site, but I've been so miserable and in so much pain, I'm in a place where I cannot form human connections or relate to anyone. At least not right now. I've been so socially isolated and I have zero friends, can I really say I'm trying to get better when all I do I stay home in my bed and suffer in my head?

It probably won't be a deep relationship, that requires vulnerability, which I can't sustain, but also I can't stand shallow conversation.

I'm 21 Male, dropped out of college last quarter and have been in my room ever since. Hope to meet someone to have some sort of interaction with another human being, I've been just talking to chatgpt everyday for months, and its so disgusting because it doesn't have a consciousness, i've had enough of it.

Please don't friend me and then kill yourself because I would be so devastated I already have so much trauma and grief, I don't need more, but I want to help people, if you need someone to talk to free free to talk to me I guess.

 

[ilovenewyork]

You should go back to college they're waiting for you!

 

[ForeverYours]

Ill be your friend <3

 

[uuser1412]

You should go back to college they're waiting for you!

Thanks, I plan to in the future once I get out of this horrible freeze state

Ill be your friend <3

Do you promise not to take your own life?

 

[l1ablemistakes]

Read your whole post and you seem really lovely and we're pretty much the same age, but I don't want to hurt you if I do eventually die. Sounds like you've got enough going on. I wish you all the best though <3

 

[Wolff603]

I don't plan on ctb anytime soon, feel free to ever reply or message me hope the best for you <3

 

[rosewinds]

feel free to reply/message me ^^ i don't plan on dying !

 

[whywere]

You ARE family here and I am a good friend to you always, as we are ALL in this together.

Sunny days and hugs to you, my good friend.

Walter

 

[sadopal]

hey, i'm new here and don't plan on ctb anytime soon! feel free to reach out:)

 

[uuser1412]

Hello, sorry guys, I just realized, I'm not ready to even have conversations with internet strangers. I'll heal at my own pace, and I'll stop punishing myself and pushing myself to do things I can't do yet. I'll try to be more compassionate with myself, I'm supposed to work with my body not against it. To anyone reading, I truly hope and believe all of you can get better. I'm going to move out of my mom's house because from what I know, safety is a prerequisite for healing, I simply can't be myself around my family, and that's no good. I hope many of you can do the same, try to save some money and follow your heart. But thank you all for responding, it has helped me.

Also I feel the pandemic isn't talked as much in terms of how much of an impact it had on many people's mental health I hope you all heal!

Read your whole post and you seem really lovely and we're pretty much the same age, but I don't want to hurt you if I do eventually die. Sounds like you've got enough going on. I wish you all the best though <3

Hey, I was wondering how you were feeling today? Any better or the same? What condition do you suffer from? I think I saw your other post on the other section of this forum and you said you were suffering from chronic pain. Could you expand on that?