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the_final_countdown

Specialist
Dec 29, 2020
337
Some autoimmune disease due to antibiotics. Damages my ligaments and joints. Damages my ears. Causes vertigo and tinnitus.

Took medicine to help. Backfired terribly. Caused Intracranial Hypertension. Damaged my vision. Constant dry eyes. Doesn't seem bad but it's constant.

Light hurts my eyes now. Even candles hurt.

Damaged my hormones. Changed the distribution of fat and muscle on my body.

Acid damages my teeth. It's so painful. Dry mouth.

Sleep literally hurts my head. Physically agonizing. Like a migraine every night. Wake up with severe anxiety and fear. Heavy dreaming.

Affected libido. Motivation. Sense of hunger.

Just want to die now. Every day is the worst day of my life.

I was perfectly healthy before. Literally changed over a few weeks.

Woukd like to die. Trying to die. Trying. Cant pull the trigger. Why. Why. Why.
 
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Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
2,050
I have Trypophobia if that counts. I may have already posted this, I don't know.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,535
I have visual snow which is pretty mild most people don't know what it is (static in visual field)
I have a problem with my eustachian tubes and I experience random eye twitching. I also have Maladaptive Daydreaming.
I also have Misophonia (emotional reaction to certain sounds) and haphephobia (a fear of being touched)
 
Moose.000

Moose.000

"Everything is meaningless" ~King Solomon
Apr 10, 2021
210
Dissociative Identity Disorder. No one understands when I make mention of it. My common go-to is, "have you ever seen the movie Split?" ...Then they understand
 
Jemo_

Jemo_

No_other_way_outta_this_sh#thole
Apr 22, 2021
42
I have Asperger's syndrome , it belongs in the autism spectrum, I also have palmar and plantar hyperhidrosis. It's a condition that causes excessive and uncontrollable sweating of my palms and feet.
I also have trichotillomania, so I really pull a lot of my hair when I'm anxious or worried. Sometimes it leaves patches on my head. It's really scares the shit out of people.
 
Isisnefert

Isisnefert

Student
Mar 17, 2020
193
No sé si es "raro", pero tengo algo relativamente raro con lo que muchos profesionales de la salud no están familiarizados y me canso de explicarlo. Se llama "cistitis interstial" y es básicamente un síntoma crónico de una infección de la vejiga sin la infección. Tomo pastillas que hacen que mi orina se vuelva anaranjada.
Im my case, I have an overactive bladder, I urinate many times in a short time
 
catscradle

catscradle

Now I will destroy the whole world
Jul 10, 2020
85
not super rare but I have aphantasia. I have no visual imagination. I can't see things in my head. some people with it have no imagination, can't see things can't imagine smells, etc but I can
 

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