DragMeIntoPlace911
Wandering Devil (cybertron hellfire)
- Dec 16, 2024
- 15
I always threaten my perperators that I'm gonna kill myself and it's actually true.
They won't stop tormenting me.
When they're gone I have no one to shoot my feelings at and genuinely make them suffer for their wrongdoings against me. And when I'm actually happy and get what u want I lose my ability to kill myself.
Is there a reason why it's like that? I mean.. I keep suffering and nothing helps and apparently killing myself when it's probably not threatened against them sounds like they'll just laugh at my grave.
Tbh they make me feel like a loser when I'm not even one, and they love to make me suffer a fuck ton unjustly.
They won't stop tormenting me.
When they're gone I have no one to shoot my feelings at and genuinely make them suffer for their wrongdoings against me. And when I'm actually happy and get what u want I lose my ability to kill myself.
Is there a reason why it's like that? I mean.. I keep suffering and nothing helps and apparently killing myself when it's probably not threatened against them sounds like they'll just laugh at my grave.
Tbh they make me feel like a loser when I'm not even one, and they love to make me suffer a fuck ton unjustly.
