
TheHatedOne
Death is salvation
- Sep 26, 2021
- 2,028
Yes, I daydream about it so often that I became obsessed. I've already planned a lot of stuff for my final day and I keep playing it in my mind over and over again.
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Also like Chinsaki said, it is more of a background hum for me.CTB is always in my mind. I daydream about it the entire day. I don't remember the last time I was free from suicidal thoughts.
Yea its similar for me. I almost always think about it at night when I'm trying to sleep. At my absolute worst, its also the first thing I think about when I wake up. In between, it's just me trying find a distraction.Not 24/7 but practically, I think about it every single day and don't remember the last time I didn't. When I start to think about it during the day it'll be all I think about for the rest of the day unless I find something to distract myself. It's unfortunate but I can be glad there are others who can sympathize/feel the same.
If you're thinking of CTB 24/7, you must be a master at lucid dreaming! What's your secret?CTB is always in my mind. I daydream about it the entire day. I don't remember the last time I was free from suicidal thoughts.
I am a master at daydreaming. Lol. I don't like to think about reality so I change events in my head to whatever I see fit!If you're thinking of CTB 24/7, you must be a master at lucid dreaming! What's your secret?