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ward0x

ward0x

Member
Aug 22, 2020
30
That's how my suicidal thoughts usually come... fast & debilitating.

It comes on very suddenly & it's really hard to get through it. It's like a panic attack, but quite long. I get very distressed & coping is extremely difficult.
 
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Melchoir

Melchoir

Member
Jul 9, 2020
14
They come and go. But for me, there's always this lingering hope each time, and I fear what I'd do if it wasn't there.
 
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draw a circle

out.
Apr 10, 2020
300
every time i remembered my thesis and things i should've done and i didn't do. every time i think of the future. five minutes ago.
 
Blueman

Blueman

Student
Aug 13, 2020
171
All the time.
55 now have had a great time until the last 3/4 months now everything seems pointless
 
Klee

Klee

Never play cards with a magician.
Apr 19, 2020
136
Yes, so close to just throwing in the towel and being done.
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
My mind is screaming right now that it wants to ctb :(
 
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262653

Cluesome
Apr 5, 2018
1,733
Aye. Shame they're just as intense as they are fleeting, and there isn't much opportunity to put these moments to use.
 

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