Does anyone else feel like this?

[platypusfan]

That you're missing a part of living that everyone else got, like some piece of your brain that makes others human. That you're something like an alien, not in a literal sense, but there's just something off. That no one will ever be able to be connected to you despite how close you've gotten. That even if your life does improve, you still don't belong here, so why do you keep going?

 

[glowing.purple.aura]

YES YES YES YES YES YES YES EXACTLY

e x a c t l y

I ALWAYS THINK "IF ONLY I HAD NORMAL PARENTS MY BRAIN WOULD HAVE DEVELOPED NORMALLY"

like of course my life had to go wrong SO EARLY ONNNN why couldn't it happen once I was already a NORMAL, functioning member of society who can process trauma "correctly"

 

[Nightfoot]

Yes, to missing something that most other people got and feeling different from most other people. I have been able to comment with some people, but unable to with a lot of others. It's not anything bad, it's just that society seems to run on bullshit in many ways so a lot of us have to try harder to function within society's rules.

 

[pancakelover20]

yes i feel exactly this everyday. since i gained self awareness. fundamental loneliness, isolation and un-belonging.