Venting Does anyone else feel like there easily replaceable?

[felony]

I sometimes feel like I'm very easily replaceable, which is probably why I struggle to make deep connections with people. Whenever I seem to get kind of close to someone they usually just find someone else and get over me completely. Honestly im kind of use to it since it's happened to me so many times…

 

[Yakui]

for my entire life. i simply dont matter to others. i could disappear tomorrow and no one would even notice.

 

[Hollowman]

Same here so I gave up on trying.

 

[dragonofenvy]

I've had people move on from me countless times. I doubt anyone from school remembers me or has even thought of me. If I were to disappear today my employer would easily find a replacement, likely using one of my co-workers and then filling their position. I had a friend who randomly, out of the blue blocked me on all platforms despite us only having interacted with each other 6 months ago. So now I keep nothing but surface-level relationships with people, because I know that eventually they'll become too busy or want someone as degenerate as I am out of their life.

 

[BurntToCinders]

I'm literally the single most generic guy ever. Blonde hair brown eye white guy in his 20s. Blue collar job, no real talents or big goals. I've been like a background character my whole life. It's rough, but yeah. I'm absolutely replaceable.

 

[violetforever]

yes and i feel like i get one chance with people for it. i feel like im so easily replaceable that if i even mess up once or have flaws then its over because im not so great in the first place. im not anyones first choice but im enough to put up with until someone better comes along. living with this feeling is one of the worst things about life. just constant insecurity.

 

[ConstantPain]

I've had people move on from me countless times. I doubt anyone from school remembers me or has even thought of me. If I were to disappear today my employer would easily find a replacement, likely using one of my co-workers and then filling their position. I had a friend who randomly, out of the blue blocked me on all platforms despite us only having interacted with each other 6 months ago. So now I keep nothing but surface-level relationships with people, because I know that eventually they'll become too busy or want someone as degenerate as I am out of their life.

I recently lived through being terminated from my job and having a previous coworker promoted into it. To make matters worse, I taught her a ton in the 9 years that I worked there. Plus I had over 120 vacation hours banked and didn't realize that in certain states they don't have to pay that out. Yes, I am obviously 100% replaceable and the company actually ended up better off financially.
I'm married but wish I never met my abusive husband. I was an idiot to marry him. He's drunk most of the time and any female could easily replace me but I wouldn't wish that on anyone.

I have one true friend in this world and I know she'd miss me for a bit but she has plenty of other friends and would replace me in no time flat.

 

[COP2CON]

Yes. Ive unfortunately had to see how little I mattered to anyone in my life. I was only ever meant to be temporary. Just help the people around me in whatever was going on at that time and then be gone. Everyone leaves its just a matter of after how long but I can't blame them, I wouldn't choose me either.

 

[YandereMikuMistress]

I sometimes feel like I'm very easily replaceable, which is probably why I struggle to make deep connections with people. Whenever I seem to get kind of close to someone they usually just find someone else and get over me completely. Honestly im kind of use to it since it's happened to me so many times…

I know i am easily replaceable,, I lack many things a normal functioning person seeks, I know where I stand, and it kills me,, but guess what,, I dont know how to just be "better" like they all tell me to be.

 

[monkeybusiness17]

I sometimes feel like I'm very easily replaceable, which is probably why I struggle to make deep connections with people. Whenever I seem to get kind of close to someone they usually just find someone else and get over me completely. Honestly im kind of use to it since it's happened to me so many times…

yes I unfortunately relate to this very deeply. It's hard for me to feel happy for others in relationships because I feel like it won't happen for me. I'm sick of being such a burden

 

[hurts2b]

1000%. This is. Far from the biggest problem I face. If it's even a problem at all? Not to mention the role my own lack of effort has played in all this. Still. If I died tomorrow. I could count the number of people who'd sincerely mourn for me on one hand. And of those. Well. They'd move on sooner or later.

 

[The Disqualified]

I sometimes feel like I'm very easily replaceable, which is probably why I struggle to make deep connections with people. Whenever I seem to get kind of close to someone they usually just find someone else and get over me completely. Honestly im kind of use to it since it's happened to me so many times…

I am like that as well.

 

[nails]

yap incoming because this is something i vent about very often. it's the most difficult thing i'm dealing with at the moment.
i am genuinely the most disposable human alive and everyone i have ever knows just reinforces that. i've only felt especially important to people who are alone. i feel like the only time i've been someone's "favorite" was when they genuinely had no one else in their life. i am only worthy to a person if there is no one else available, like how rice and beans are luxury to people who don't have food. the moment anyone else enters the picture, i'm done LMAO. i can't even be someone's favorite coworker. i hold that spot until the person starts talking to someone else or we get a new hire. i've improved myself a lot in an attempt to solve this. i now have good social skills, i've obtained a very positive reputation, i can talk to people for hours and keep them engaged and laughing, they say i'm interesting and funny, but i'm still just fucking worthless in the end and i don't mean much to them. i don't even feel proud of the improvements i've made. it's honestly pathetic, you cant even discuss this sorta thing with anyone because no one gets it and it's just embarrassing. most people say you're just overthinking or that "people just drift apart", which has some truth to it, but it's different when it's the same pattern repeating throughout your entire life. i tried to accept that advice, but my recent friends who all ditched me ultimately proved me right. it's just me. i'm just replaceable and unlovable. i would have felt better if we ended shit on bad terms, lol. at least i would have something or someone to get angry at instead of hating myself even more. they just proved my worthlessness. i guess i'm grateful, i don't have to live with that delusional hope anymore and i can see the truth.
it's an awful and hopeless thing, there really isn't anything that can be done. i cannot live because of this fact, i cannot be alone forever, i cannot drift through life being insignificant to everyone. it's so lonely and cold. it makes everything bleak. i have no one.
it makes me so sad to see that other people are feeling this way because i know how gutting it is. still, it makes me feel less crazy. i'm so sorry you have to feel this way as well. you all deserve to feel special and wanted.
sorry for yapping

 

[Randomized_Username]

I sometimes feel like I'm very easily replaceable, which is probably why I struggle to make deep connections with people. Whenever I seem to get kind of close to someone they usually just find someone else and get over me completely. Honestly im kind of use to it since it's happened to me so many times…

I know im easily replaceable.
It literally happened twice in the past month. .its always been like that.
Im replacing myself with a good famiky right now, then im checking out.

 

[s1u9l0rd]

I sometimes feel like I'm very easily replaceable, which is probably why I struggle to make deep connections with people. Whenever I seem to get kind of close to someone they usually just find someone else and get over me completely. Honestly im kind of use to it since it's happened to me so many times…

I feel like this every day, I'm convinced everyone I talk to secretly finds me annoying and would rather do anything else

 

[buriedinmyhead]

All my life. I'm always an outsider no matter who I'm with or what I do

 

[Aren]

I sometimes feel like I'm very easily replaceable, which is probably why I struggle to make deep connections with people. Whenever I seem to get kind of close to someone they usually just find someone else and get over me completely. Honestly im kind of use to it since it's happened to me so many times…

Yes me too. Even family don't care, they just check if i am alive for their own anxiety and then they forgot me instantanetly ...

 

[starboy2k]

everyone is replaceable.
for example, thats why a lot of people in modern society has a kink for "cutting people" out their unimportant ass lives.
the replaceables want to feel irreplaceable.

 

[otomedissection]

Same here. I have good friends who have always been kind to me and included me in things, but I'm nobody's first choice. I think if I died, they'd be sad at first, but they'd easily get over it. My social skills are terrible and I think I've completely lost the ability to make friends. Literally the ONLY reason why these people became friends with me is because they were already friends with my much more extroverted best friend. They like me, sure, but they wouldn't go out of their way for me. I've taken off work to support them and go to their birthday celebrations, but nobody who didn't have established plans did the same for my birthday or even when I graduated with my doctorate. I wouldn't expect them to, but it sucks that I barely got any birthday wishes or a congratulations. Sometimes I wish they'd just hate me instead.

 

[HNR_]

I thought about this too tbh
While not even a factor as to why I want to CTB, I've always felt like more a side character than anything else
The only exceptions were people that mainly talked to me to inflate their ego or manipulate me for some other goal

I don't have a close friend as I used to and even when I thought I did, he really didn't care about me as much as I cared about him
My father and my grandma'll be the only folks who'll be impacted but considering some of their toxic traits, I don't feel as bad as another person would

 

[WiltedDreams]

Yes, I'd say so. It feels every time I do something for someone or hang out with people, there's always someone better than me or would complete a task more effectively than me around the corner and I get thrown into the sidelines. I've had this happen to me so often that I'm used to and I now instinctively walk out of a situation if possible unless there's something for me to gain from it.

 

[Dandelion's]

I sometimes feel like I'm very easily replaceable, which is probably why I struggle to make deep connections with people. Whenever I seem to get kind of close to someone they usually just find someone else and get over me completely. Honestly im kind of use to it since it's happened to me so many times…

I used to feel like this except that I've realized I am a charity case to them not even a friend.

 

[ladidabi]

I am, objectively speaking. I do not provide anything for society, and don't provide anything for individuals either. So I am more of a burden than anything. I don't want to accept it because I have failed them too, but guess exception can be for my parents idk.