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fishperson

fishperson

If only luck was by my side
Jan 22, 2026
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pretty much what the title says. it feels like whenever there is a chance for something to go wrong , it goes wrong. I even tried to notice the time when good luck happens , but it's extremely rare compared to my bad luck. it genuinely feels like im cursed sometimes
 
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thefarter

thefarter

i don’t smoke
Dec 10, 2025
145
yeah lol.. felt this.. especially after being doxxed lol. i just feel totally insane nowadays.

anyway i did have some good luck the other day tho - perhaps for the first time in my life - when i went to pick up my sn and i was the last customer before the post office closed :3 yaaaaay

so basically what im saying is : it will happen ^_^ probably when u least expect it , so u needn't worry!!!
 
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fishperson

If only luck was by my side
Jan 22, 2026
417
yeah lol.. felt this.. especially after being doxxed lol. i just feel totally insane nowadays.

anyway i did have some good luck the other day tho - perhaps for the first time in my life - when i went to pick up my sn and i was the last customer before the post office closed :3 yaaaaay

so basically what im saying is : it will happen ^_^ probably when u least expect it , so u needn't worry!!
getting lucky once in a blue moon doesnt sound that much better T_T
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I can relate to this. Everything that can go wrong goes wrong, and the feeling of being cursed.

I went through years like that and I ended up here. It only got better once I stopped fighting destiny.
 
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fishperson

If only luck was by my side
Jan 22, 2026
417
I can relate to this. Everything that can go wrong goes wrong, and the feeling of being cursed.

I went through years like that and I ended up here. It only got better once I stopped fighting destiny.
yeah the only way not go crazy and start punching myself is to accept my bad luck and stop fighting it
 
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aesthetic

aesthetic

forever young
Feb 28, 2026
39
i've always had bad luck in my life.
 
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thesighofleaves

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Aug 19, 2019
67
I feel the same. Exactly the same.
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
90
I am the opposite ... I had extremely good luck. But I got unlucky with one thing - the way I was born - and it completely ruined everything.
 
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