Meru
tired
- Mar 19, 2023
- 28
Hello! I wanted to ask this because I am very interested in it, in fact ive been practicing and researching for years. However I will like to make it clear i am not completely set on one religion, in fact Im the type of person to look into every religion! I have buddhist symbols, Catholic/Christian symbols, Wiccan symbols and Scientific studies all over my room because just the thought of a powerful being out there is interesting to me :) However i do believe in evolution and space n such lol!!
Anyways though to my main point ive had these tarot cards for years, and recently I have been extremely suicidal more than ever, which is why I came back to this forum for help. Today while doing my reading, I got the card Death. Ive also been getting The Tower, The Devil, and overall very bad signs. Other times though it tells me that "new beginnings are coming" but Im not so sure. My readings however are abnormally accurate, as most of the stuff really coincides with my life, so maybe my time is coming soon?
I just was also wondering if people do believe i religion where what do they think will happen to them once they successfully ctb?
The first time the hospital contacted my family about my suicidal desires, I was told to start praying and itll go away, however ive never felt comfort from Jesus, but I do like to imagine the Mother of Jesus, Virgencita, but only because I never had a mom to begin with so its nice to imagine a mother does care about me.
I also take pride in meditating from both a wiccan and buddhist standpoint. The opportunity to calm down and take everything in while reflecting on what i do, while also "recharging" myself.
In all honesty, religion is just for comfort. I hope when I die I have nothing to experience or feel or do, its just eternal blackness and nothing.
Anyways though to my main point ive had these tarot cards for years, and recently I have been extremely suicidal more than ever, which is why I came back to this forum for help. Today while doing my reading, I got the card Death. Ive also been getting The Tower, The Devil, and overall very bad signs. Other times though it tells me that "new beginnings are coming" but Im not so sure. My readings however are abnormally accurate, as most of the stuff really coincides with my life, so maybe my time is coming soon?
I just was also wondering if people do believe i religion where what do they think will happen to them once they successfully ctb?
The first time the hospital contacted my family about my suicidal desires, I was told to start praying and itll go away, however ive never felt comfort from Jesus, but I do like to imagine the Mother of Jesus, Virgencita, but only because I never had a mom to begin with so its nice to imagine a mother does care about me.
I also take pride in meditating from both a wiccan and buddhist standpoint. The opportunity to calm down and take everything in while reflecting on what i do, while also "recharging" myself.
In all honesty, religion is just for comfort. I hope when I die I have nothing to experience or feel or do, its just eternal blackness and nothing.