Venting Does anybody else feel detached?

[daydreamer52]

Idk how to explain it but I feel completely alienated from reality and everyone else I really don't know how to put it into words, I feel overwhelmed, like I'm a backseat passenger in my own life, I'm feeling distant to everyone else except my cat, I feel like if a shotgun or a pistol were to spawn next to me randomly I would shoot myself no doubt, no care of who's beside me or where i am, I don't feel like I belong anywhere, not even in this site, I have no real connection with another human, I don't even know how it feels to have a deep connection with someone else. I feel trapped inside my body it makes me so anxious to think about the future, I have no care for the real world or the problems around the world, not in the sense that "they're not my problem", I just feel nothing about it, I just want to stop existing.

 

[Unsure and Useless]

I somewhat get the feeling. Despite all the objectively pressing matters in the world, I just don't care in the sense that I have no opinions or feelings on the matter outside of "Well, that's happening". Thinking about the future also makes me anxious to the point of becoming nauseous and earning myself a migraine since, honestly, I can't imagine myself living in this world any second longer. It's like I don't fit here; I need to be removed so that the bigger picture can look normal again

There are moments where this apathy fades and I'm consumed with emotions, but these events are few and far between...

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I have many of the same feelings. I often feel like a glitch, like I'm not supposed to be here, like I simply don't belong in this world. To this reality. I am so often completely and utterly dissociated, I seem to find myself detached from the world, like you, I haven't truly ever had a connection with anyone, I've had friends, but I haven't ever truly felt a 'click', or a sense of belonging. Thinking about my future instantly kickstarts my wishes to CTB. I feel completely trapped in my own life, in this world, even.

 

[Quietist]

Sounds like derealization or dissociation.

or perhaps just an instinctual response to the world descending more and more into madness.

If you ever want someone to talk to, I'm available.

 

[Hollowman]

Yes, it sucks.

 

[Slark]

I feel the same way. It seems like I no longer have any sense of belonging to anyone.

 

[Chairbed3]

Yes, I do. I feel like an alien in this world and that it makes no objective difference if my body stops living, although subjectively my parents could mourn my absence.

The world around me feels like I'm sitting in another planet. Sometimes it's just there and other times it's scary. I feel detached from my body too. It's terrifying to sit with my thoughts and to be aware of my body.