Do you wish you were never born?

[colorlesstsukuru]

I'm adopted and there are times I wish that my birth mother aborted me. I don't know why this is a recurring idea in my head, but it is. Has anyone else ever wish they were never born?

 

[Darkover]

yes I have a brain that doesn't let me feel happy, or relaxed, my life here been a living misery in hell

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Yes, all the time! There isn't a single waking moment where I wish that I was born. I always wish that I was never born in the first place so that I'd never have to go through life and the horrors in life

 

[Green Destiny]

Yes. Just because a person is born doesn't mean they entered a contractual obligation or that life is meant for them. Life just isn't meant for every one.

 

[kunikuzushi]

Of course. It would've been so much better to never exist than to go through this torture every day

 

[peaches]

I'm adopted and there are times I wish that my birth mother aborted me. I don't know why this is a recurring idea in my head, but it is. Has anyone else ever wish they were never born?

Yes,
I started thinking many years ago, if I could have viewed what my life would be and how I would feel almost every day, and I had a choice, there is no way I would have chosen to experience this.
I learned that I was a diaphragm failure and my mother hated having another child. She spent her pregnancy suicidal and crying.
So, this was my Welcome To The World!
That, my endogenous self, my circumstances, I never had a chance.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

All day every day

 

[Reflection]

No, and I also don't regret my life. I tried my best, but no matter what they still wanted to shove the knife in my chest.

 

[geogaddi_676]

Yes, I actually have a good life, relatively speaking, but I often wish it would have been better not to have been born. The idea of eternal non-existence is peaceful, safe from all the obligations and daily pains and struggles, no more chronic insomnia and depression, no more angst. The best and final gift that Nature provides us; death ;]

 

[Plato'sCaveDweller]

Yes. I wouldn't want to live any life at any point in time, so most certainly not my own.

 

[finallydone]

i'm an anti-natalist, you get the idea

 

[Marco77]

Yes, but unfortunately we are here. Now we need to think about freeing ourselves from this burden forever, in the most painless and quick way possible.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Not really because there are actually lots of experiences I'm grateful to have had but other people should still be wishing I was never born because of how much harm I've caused the world.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Yes, but unfortunately we are here. Now we need to think about freeing ourselves from this burden forever, in the most painless and quick way possible.

Unfortunately I can't access any painless methods and thus I'm stuck in existence unless if I were to risk it with a brutal method :(

 

[Raven_Nevermore]

Every day I wish and know it would have been best for everybody if I had never been born. Unfortunately I can NEVER get it right to banish myself from existence.

 

[Marco77]

Unfortunately I can't access any painless methods and thus I'm stuck in existence unless if I were to risk it with a brutal method :(

What do you mean by brutal?

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes I wish I were never born more than anything

I never had any problems for 13.8 billion years all the time before I was born

Very big problems began for me only after I was born

They say but u can just kill yourself.

They made it extremely difficult with risky diy suicide methods. They made all the guaranteed painless methods like nembutal, suicide booths, sarco , someone helping u with suicide into crimes : they made all those crimes

The movies lie showing suicide and death always easy and natural deaths quick and painless. In natural deaths Usually a human suffers bad pain for like a year as in cancer and dies painfully

U should have made this into a poll seems like most on this thread agree with me and wish never to have been born

I hate being a small animal, 30 trillion cells , always hungry, a brain that can suffer unbearable pain ,have to work all the time for no reason : and they have everyone brainwashed to think that is a great gift. What's so great about a small animal a bag of 30 trillion disgusting cells, why is that glorified to trillionth power? Nothing matters much less a small animal

 

[shironeko]

Of course I do. I should have died in that elevator accident when I was being born.

 

[norkz]

Yes and no. I wish I was never borned but at the same time I'm grateful for all the good experiences I've had

 

[ijustwishtodie]

What do you mean by brutal?

Painful and risky. I can't access relatively peaceful methods such as SN so I'd have to instead die by drowning which causes a lot of pain as well as triggers SI by a huge magnitude

 

[SteamaHorns]

No. Although I'm ashamed and disappointed with how my life has overall turned out, there are certain people and experiences that I'm deeply grateful for. It's just that, it really does seem like all that's left for me now is pretty much hell.