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brokeandbroken
Enlightened
- Apr 18, 2023
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I wish while still in Poland and alone I decided to CTB. I don't know why I hung on, it would've been easy... I wish I had found SS while there... I think it would've been better to die with some hope and some belief in the good of humanity. Then to realize humanity isn't good. It's a disturbing thing to learn/realize....I wish I CTB sooner. 12 years ago before all hell broke loose. I wouldn't have suffered so much and wouldn't have worked so fking much in vain.
Tbh, I would've never thought life could be so unfair and insanely cruel.