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hmnow

hmnow

Experienced
Jul 29, 2025
289
I do at times, and have learned from it.
It appears to be much faster than I ever expected. I can visualize myself doing the same thing on some date in the future

Probably recorded as well
 
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soon4good

soon4good

unfinalized
Dec 2, 2024
94
I've seen quite a few and yes, I agree it looks fast and it's because it is supposed to be so. It's like if someone has you in a chokehold and you can't get out of it. You'll be lights out in some 5-10 seconds or so. That's the peaceful part, convulsing and whatever other fun shit one's body might choose to do after unconsciousness is the part where I fear getting caught, getting into a position that supports bodyweight enough to regain consciousness and have SI kick in. Might get brain damage from that who knows.
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,123
Yes, they're the best way to learn and overcome doubts. They also give you confidence in the method. It is simple, fast and easy to execute. It has been used since ancient times.
 
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metfan647

Specialist
Jun 12, 2025
346
Excuse my ignorance, but where can these be found?
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

Death is near
Mar 15, 2025
685
I only watched one hanging video. I mainly watch suicide by gunshot videos.
 
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knickknack81

Student
Apr 28, 2025
162
Sometimes. I watch of various methods. Some of them can be very unsettling but that show me that people can overcome SI and they can be done. Gives me hope whenever I have doubts about the extreme difficulty of being able to commit. I can be like "well this person went through with it". I am aware that some people are able to overcome any fears and doubts they have easier than others. But its a good reminder to me when I hear about failed attempts that hey, this can work.
 
SmellsLikeNapalm

SmellsLikeNapalm

You complete me
Aug 29, 2025
19
Only watched one and it took her like 3 minutes to go limp

Drove me away from the method of hanging tbh
 

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