Do you think you'll make 2024

[firesteak]

I seriously doubt it. At midnight my wife wanted a kiss, i looked her dead in the eye and told this is the year i ctb. Then refused the kiss. So far this year i have had one friend die. Someone shot him in the head. My favorite uncle is in the hospital and will be unplugged on Saturday once more family arrives. Seems to be a theme this year.

 

[brood]

I turn 70 this year and I think that's plenty, body aching and working less easily, I've made a decision on when, where and how and now feel peaceful and relaxed.

 

[vultureilse]

hope i dont, im planing on ending it before 2023 ends. tho ive been saying that like every year i really hope this time will be different

 

[toomuchtimetodie]

I have been saying each year will be my last, take out maybe a couple of years when I was really diseased with false hope.
I am just trying to find out what illness obviously ails me so I don't leave so resentful but it seems not possible because xistence seems ultimaty nothing good

 

[Thisisme373]

I'm not sure, a lot depends on how certain things go this year, right now im living on the edge battling to get through each day im living in hell. My depression & anxiety is so severe, my living circumstances are shit, my family are toxic and selfish. I feel like a burden. I'm just about hanging on scraping though life. I really wish assisted suicide was available to me. Anyways to answer I'm honestly not sure if I'll be here or not in 2024.

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

I'm confident I'll succeed.

I sort of wish I will. But each year is worse than the last.

*slaps your back*
You got this, champ!

Probably...

I dunno...

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Same shit, different year.

 

[theboy]

No pls

 

[PleaseTakeMeAway]

I don't want to, but I know I'll be forced to.

 

[Ringo]

Hopefully not, I hope to get the rest of the materials that I need for my method. I don't see the point in keep on with this failure.

 

[donxtwait]

I sure hope not

 

[jodes2]

I will, most likely, unfortunately. Would be nice to just be gone so I can be raving and fucking in heaven. Nothingness will also be fine

 

[Unending]

If I had to guess, I'd say that I probably will still be here unfortunately. That being said, I hope to obtain a better way out than I currently have just in case things devolve too much more in this time because I never would have guessed how much worse it would've gotten if you had asked me a few years ago.
Would like to find Sn but it feels like a big risk considering that I don't know if I'll get to the package first once it arrives to this tiny apartment.

 

[FrozenMango]

most likely yes. It is not my time. I have to suffer more before I go

 

[GasMonkey]

No fucking way.

 

[Banshee]

I hope not to make it the next couple of months.

 

[Venus13]

I'm trying, and it's a fool's game for me. I'm well past my expiration. I have a nice date in 2024 I like though.

 

[zaros]

i think it entirely hinges on how good university is for me, i struggled in school bc of the way things worked and me having an acute lack of exectuive function/motivation (after gifted kid, shit sucks) so if uni is more of the same then i dont really have anything left

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

'Regrettably, yes. I just want to pass away so that my family won't have to put up with me anymore. It is unending suffering.

 

[Bardo]

Probably just a smidge past.

 

[Grav]

I've got some concerts through September to go to so probably be around long enough for that at least, hell I paid for them. After that though not much reason to be although I probably won't do anything unless something really blows up. Otherwise go into 2024 in the usual misery.

 

[disgugly]

I often think that it would be cool to end it all at my birthday. Until then I have planty of the time to watch what happens around me and how my life changes (if changes at all). So, I guess If I pass that date then there is a big chance i don't cbt until 2024, but it's just a romanticised vision of it i guess, because no one knows what lies ahead.

 

[figtree]

maybe against my will, who knows

 

[absolomonisgone]

Big NO

 

[epic]

80-20
80% chance I make it 20% chance I don't

 

[redisblue]

Hopefully not, but I might be. I don't know.

 

[LateForTheBus]

Nope. My last reason for hanging on recently passed away, so I'm free to go now.

 

[missingpeace]

No go, I don't even think I will make it to end of March 2023 (hopefully)

 

[WaitingToGo]

I sincerely hope this my last year. 2023 is for me the final year to sort out things

 

[ShanaRei]

That's what I always feel, because the more I plan things, the more I add to my to-do list; it seems neverending . Doesn't always work but I tell myself it's ok, everyone has their own pace, it's alright to keep my schedule flexible.

I have so much admiration towards people in the creative field. As a listener/audience, music has been one of the mediums that comforted me and made me feel less alone. There's a lyric from one of my favorite songs I really like (White Prayer by Alice Nine) and it goes something like: 'Even the sad songs are never useless'. Good luck with your work!

It's hard. Because you can't make any money from the creative arts and that makes you feel even more useless and like you don't fit in here.