Do you think you'll make 2024

[leaf23]

It's hard. Because you can't make any money from the creative arts and that makes you feel even more useless and like you don't fit in here.

Ugh I know . I mean, money doesn't solve everything but it would certainly make a lot of things easier for me .


It's all sorts of disappointing how a field producing works which could inspire/move people and feed their soul could sometimes pay so little. It must be a plus though that you're working in something you love or enjoy doing. I wish you luck too in your work

 

[HadItAll]

Unfortunately I think I will.

 

[NeverEnding]

Hoping not but chances are, yes.

 

[SenseOfLoss]

No

 

[acaiblueberry]

I don't know. I want to. I want to get better and enjoy life and be okay. But everyday it seems that's harder and harder for me to do. I see CTB as a last resort. I want to live. But I don't know if I can.

 

[Lonelyhotcake]

I don't want to die but I don't want to live either.

I'm tired.
I feel like I'm living the same day over and over. So, I'm going to try to change my life completely.

I'm giving life one last chance.

 

[NeverEnding]

I don't want to die but I don't want to live either.

I'm tired.
I feel like I'm living the same day over and over. So, I'm going to try to change my life completely.

I'm giving life one last chance.

This is exactly how I feel except the part of changing my life completely.

 

[Sparr0w]

i hope i don't make it to 2024.
that being said, i can see myself making it that long if something comes up (i.e sn gets stopped at customs) and i can't ctb. i just hope i won't.

 

[Sleepdrifter]

I have some plans this year. They are pretty much my last chance to have a decent life. If they fall apart then that will be it for me. I'll have nothing left

 

[H.O.Xan]

the ppl who wanna die most r left till the end

 

[NoLoveNoHope]

Definitely won't. I'll either CTB or get killed off by my enemies.

 

[cielherpes]

im definitely not looking forward to going that far, especially how quick options are popping up lately

 

[MentalStefan]

Every year I wish I will be dead by the next year somehow it ain't happening.

 

[melancholia15]

I think I'll do something before the year ends every year but I'll inevitably not do a thing. I don't want to but I don't have the strength to stop it happening.

 

[Amakishiyo]

I think I'll definitely try to ctb before 2024 at least.

 

[leeloosnow]

I foolishly allow myself to get sidetracked or involved with irl commitments, I know I'll end up with more hardship and pain and worse off than before. it's the most pointless insignificant feeling yet simultaneously the most screaming depths of pain to my core. I need to get my head out of my ass and do it right, the sooner the better for me.

 

[orca87]

2024 – just the number feels so far away. To me, it feels like I recovered from atypical lifelong depression right now and, for the first time facing reality – there is no hope for me. So knowing that 2024 which seems so far is, in fact just 10 months from now makes me feel anxious, depressed and even more hopeless.

 

[star_shine]

Tbh i don't know if i would ever make it to 2024 , the way my days are going,and the previous year i did thought the same and here i am lol, i do have a small hope that it might get better but I'm not sure though i was pretty surprised that i made it to 2023 idk about 2024

 

[MewtwoIsAlive]

Yeah i will, wish i could end this earlier.

 

[TooTiredToSleep]

There is a chance that I do make it but I hope I get the chance to ctb earlier than that.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I hope not. If do, I'll just make the same new year's resolution I made this year - to die. I think this is it for me.

 

[Hikikomori1]

No and i don't really want to tbh. I am almost 30 and have no job no friends and everyday is a pain in the ass.

 

[ShanaRei]

Ugh I know . I mean, money doesn't solve everything but it would certainly make a lot of things easier for me .


It's all sorts of disappointing how a field producing works which could inspire/move people and feed their soul could sometimes pay so little. It must be a plus though that you're working in something you love or enjoy doing. I wish you luck too in your work

Money would definitely solve a lot of my problems and postpone (at least for a little bit) the need to exit this world. But I did love it when I'm being creative. It's one of the few things that make me happy and feel good about myself, when the depression I have doesn't cripple my creative instincts.

 

[Emmadner]

Probably, keep floating through life as my ex put it - although I want 2023 to be the year I stop floating IYKWIM ;)

 

[primarilycoal]

I'm not sure. I "escaped" NEETdom this year and my job treats me very well. It's a typical office job, but I don't have a manager and my boss rewards me alot with benefits, such as my own office and a reserved parking space and such, but I don't feel different from when I was a NEET. It had always been my expectation that it was just my environment that was the problem and that once I escaped that, I would start to feel better. Since that hasn't happened and might never, I am forced to confront the fact that maybe it's the world or my personal circumstances in it that are wrong, but me. Also I'm coming up on the end of my 2nd year in therapy, but I never felt that helped either. I still feel shitty all the time, even though I should feel good. So to answer the question: It really depends whether anything I do to improve my mood starts working.

 

[sweetandsanctioned]

Well I'm at a stage now where I feel like I am more brave enough (or justified enough) in attempting suicide now as I am 30 and my social life still hasn't gotten much better, especially my emotional state in regards to love and sex. I just feel really unfulfilled in those areas and am not fully functional enough to have a relationship or to keep one which is the most important thing to me but there is nothing to suggest it will get any better by next year unless some miracle happens which is not likely. I am starting to realize this more and am also so tired of other people's stupidity and the way people treat each other. That is definately something that won't ever change for the most part and I just can't see the point in putting up with it any longer so if things aren't improved or get worse by 2024, I definately don't want to be here anymore. It may seem stupid but one of the things I wanted to stick around for was another Joker movie 'cause the first one really helped me a lot but I'm not really digging the upcoming one so whether I live long enough to see it, I don't know. I still hold out some hope of things getting better but that's starting to run out fast.

No and i don't really want to tbh. I am almost 30 and have no job no friends and everyday is a pain in the ass.

Same

 

[Twntysix]

I really really hope not :/

 

[aubrey!]

i'll give it a 50/50

 

[Alfarooq]

The more I grow up, the more shit happened to me. This world is for successful people only. Given the fact that I will never succeed in life, I will CTB before 2024.