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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
I sort of wish I will. But each year is worse than the last.
 
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aforestfire

aforestfire

"for truly, i am no longer a part of the world."
Dec 17, 2022
89
i don't plan to, all i visualize when i think about 2024 is a concrete wall with nothing behind it. but maybe i will get there, but i sincerely hope i don't.
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
I think the same about each year. Each new year seems alien. Remember back in 2015 that 2020 seemed like flying cars world.
 
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ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
466
For everything that is good in this world I sure hope fucking not
 
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membo

Member
Sep 14, 2020
58
It's been a long 2022 and there's no reason to believe
That next year will be better than the last
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,881
Nope.
 
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leaf23

Specialist
Dec 12, 2020
335
A no from me too. At least, what I'm planning is: 2023 to plan my ctb, put all my affairs in order, that kind of thing, then ctb @ Q4 2023 or Q1-2 2024
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
A no from me too. At least, what I'm planning is: 2023 to plan my ctb, put all my affairs in order, that kind of thing, then ctb @ Q4 2023 or Q1-2 2024
im still so unprepared
 
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Blue_mist

Blue_mist

Mortal
Apr 14, 2021
230
Depends on MAID application, currently working with Dying With Degnity hope it's gonna work out for me
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,761
I don't see that as likely. What's the point of prolonging the nothingness for years? Hopefully in months I'll have everything ready.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,462
I will still be here.
 
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PleaseTakeMeAway

PleaseTakeMeAway

Nothing to say anymore.
Jul 16, 2022
118
i probably will. as much as the thought hurts. i don't want to be here anymore.
 
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Hirokami

Hirokami

Out of order
Feb 21, 2021
607
Given my luck? Yeeeep.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,415
I hope not. There is no reason to stick around.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,466
I don't know... Depends on if my Dad does. Feel ready to go now to be honest but waiting for him to go first. Reckon this year is going to be hard.
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
yeah if my parents die I will too
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,393
I really hope I'm gone by then, but sadly I will very likely still be here trapped in this horrific world. It's such a dreadful thing to me, the thought of being here for yet another year. I'm tired of all these endless days.
 
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Panna

Panna

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2020
1,006
Possibly, If I flunk out of college then that's the end for me, I'm not going to keep living if it means being a parasite on my family because im too much of a coward to move forward with my life.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,560
No want torture year, , had enough this,,
 
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MorningstarMornings

MorningstarMornings

leave a beautiful corpse
Aug 20, 2020
41
I have some projects i'd like to see through to the end. hell, if my music can help one person i'd say it would be worth it.
 
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leaf23

Specialist
Dec 12, 2020
335
im still so unprepared
That's what I always feel, because the more I plan things, the more I add to my to-do list; it seems neverending 🥲. Doesn't always work but I tell myself it's ok, everyone has their own pace, it's alright to keep my schedule flexible.
I have some projects i'd like to see through to the end. hell, if my music can help one person i'd say it would be worth it.
I have so much admiration towards people in the creative field. As an listener/audience, music has been one of the mediums that comforted me and made me feel less alone. There's a lyric from one of my favorite songs I really like (White Prayer by Alice Nine) and it goes something like: 'Even the sad songs are never useless'. Good luck with your work! ❤️
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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I'm pretty sure I will. Still with my gf so can't really do that to her, she provides for me and I should stick around for her in return. I'm all she has really. Besides, hoping to go raving more this year, should be quite fun. Just had to unblock the toilet though, still not unblocked, might have to call a plumber. Really stressful. All the stress adds up. Spent 23 hours in bad last night, was too depressed to get up
 
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MorningstarMornings

MorningstarMornings

leave a beautiful corpse
Aug 20, 2020
41
I have so much admiration towards people in the creative field. As an listener/audience, music has been one of the mediums that comforted me and made me feel less alone. There's a lyric from one of my favorite songs I really like (White Prayer by Alice Nine) and it goes something like: 'Even the sad songs are never useless'. Good luck with your work! ❤️
all music is about is relating to others. even if the message is vague, if someone interprets it in a way to help them feel heard, to feel something. then the goal has been achieved.
I'm pretty sure I will. Still with my gf so can't really do that to her, she provides for me and I should stick around for her in return. I'm all she has really. Besides, hoping to go raving more this year, should be quite fun. Just had to unblock the toilet though, still not unblocked, might have to call a plumber. Really stressful. All the stress adds up. Spent 23 hours in bad last night, was too depressed to get up
I know it sounds weird, drop like a cup of salt down the toilet. might just help get it unclogged
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
I wish I got into making music.
 
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Himalayan

Himalayan

"Wake up to reality, nothing ever goes as planned"
Sep 30, 2022
422
Bro. Idk what will happen to me at 2023
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
I'm so fucking cold!
 
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WorthlessMoron

WorthlessMoron

My cowardness is keeping me alive.
Sep 26, 2019
46
I don't think so. But I said that last year too, and the year before that, etc. so honestly, at this point, I just don't know anymore. I have made some progress with partial hanging though, so hopefully, this year will be the year I die.
 
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Sapphire

Sapphire

Student
Nov 22, 2022
186
No, I know that I definitely won't make it to 2024. I'm surprised I made it to 2023.
 
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