ohh trust me, i was a little shit when i was a kid. now i'm just a big pos. makes sense why i got bullied in elementary and later disliked during middle/high school. i know my parents have been tired of me, too. i've just been doing shitty things that gets everyone around me upset and hardly do anything to make that up.
incase i sound like i'm bragging here, i am not. i feel like shit thinking about it, actually. even my therapist was growing tired of the bullshit i said. so even though i'm going through ctb for myself, i think it'd benefit everyone if i did everyone a favor and throw the trash (myself) into the bin.