Discussion Do you think there is something that could make it(being alive) better?

[CandyK__]

I'd say that if that numbness of head, and constant insomnia could go away, it would be slightly better.

What do you say?
What's your one thing that could improve your condition?

 

[imonadeadline]

Crappy answer, but money. I know that I sound shallow and materialistic, but most of my problems and insecurities come from the fact that I am financially unstable. A million dollars won't solve everything, but it will fix a lot and drastically change my quality of life.

 

[CandyK__]

Crappy answer, but money. I know that I sound shallow and materialistic, but most of my problems and insecurities come from the fact that I am financially unstable. A million dollars won't solve everything, but it will fix a lot and drastically change my quality of life.

There is no bad answers (feel like a teacher saying that). It's perfectly reasonable to be concerned about your financial status. A lot of issues are often unnoticed when we struggle with real word, cause about everything that surrounds us, and not what is going on in us. Life is a shitty place for most of us, except for few rich kids with inheritance, who will lose it in Vegas one night.

Money is not a banal thing. It might by forced by society to say that money is not important, but I'd say it's just a cope. We all need money, and everything is so much harder without it.

 

[bluebird16]

Yes. My tinnitus being gone. That would completely transform my life.

 

[sensation86]

Exercise

 

[Wyldfyre4948]

Yes and for me it's a person. If my wife came back the thoughts would get quiet again.

 

[Aloneisbestforme]

I feel like if people were alot nicer and alot more understandable Life could be alot easier and not as bad as it is.

And it would help me alot if that was the case because than dealing with people irl and in general wouldn't be this dreadful

 

[DazaiKinnie]

If I can have the motivation to write 10k words per day instead of 1k so I can finish my book and ctb faster

 

[bangimout]

Crappy answer, but money. I know that I sound shallow and materialistic, but most of my problems and insecurities come from the fact that I am financially unstable. A million dollars won't solve everything, but it will fix a lot and drastically change my quality of life.

I feel the same way but I also would like to be rich because I CTB would be way easier that way. Wealthy people have choices when it comes to ways to leave Earth (not talking about going to Space lol...)

 

[toofargone6969]

If my physical health and beauty returned to the way it was last year and my insomnia was cured I would be almost completely free from this mental hell I'm in.

 

[bangimout]

If I can have the motivation to write 10k words per day instead of 1k so I can finish my book and ctb faster

What is your book about and how many words have you written so far?

 

[DazaiKinnie]

What is your book about and how many words have you written so far?

I have written 86388 words so far. It's about 2 teenagers getting reincarnated in a fantasy world, along with their whole classroom. The 2 main characters are an expectation to this since they died.

 

[bangimout]

I have written 86388 words so far. It's about 2 teenagers getting reincarnated in a fantasy world, along with their whole classroom. The 2 main characters are an expectation to this since they died.

It sounds very interesting! Do you plan on uploading the final document somewhere? I'm sure many people would like to read it myself included!

 

[DazaiKinnie]

It sounds very interesting! Do you plan on uploading the final document somewhere? I'm sure many people would like to read it myself included!































It's up on scribblehub. With the name: That Time me and my classmate got Reincarnated din another world

 

[Izolita]

Communism.

My needs are not meet. I am seperated from community and used then tossed aside. With no compassion I have ended homless 3 times and acquired multiple mental and physical disabilities that has robbed me of life permanently of no fault of my own.

Some of us fall through the cracks but it doesn't have to be this way

 

[Ghostgirl]

Memory erasure surgery or machine to forget bad memories

 

[FuneralCry]

No, I could never see existence as being desirable, I will always and only prefer the sound of eternal sleep, the thought of decaying from age in this world filled with endless suffering and harm is something that could never appeal to me, I've never wished to endure this empty and futile existence.

 

[byebyemadworld]

Physical and mental health.

 

[ssidal_butterfly]

If i could forget all the bad things that happened
And love. Which kinda sounds cliche and dumb but to have someone to love you and understand you and hold you after being hurt over and over again, it sounds like it would be a beautiful thing. Atleast it's something I want to experience before dying

 

[ikadasui]

Aside from being given an entire new body and upbringing which is just impossible, honestly just money. If I can't outrun my problems I'd like to bask in them with the comfort money would provide

 

[Gonnerr]

Maybe living the life of an animal that doesn't realize he is alive like when we are babies.

 

[ultrasharpy123456]

it's possible but... for me I'd need a complete re-do, a new brain, a new body, a new soul. As I am I will always be suicidal in any reality. There's nothing I can do about that. So I'd need the me that I am to stop existing and for a different me that isn't me to exist and live the happy life they've always wanted to live. So that's the only way I can exist happily.

I've mulled it over and over. There is no outcome where the me that I am isn't suicidal. I need a different me that isn't me.

 

[jbear824]

I don't know if my desire to die will ever go away. However, having my basic needs be securely met (housing, food, clothes, meds, healthcare) I would be more comfortable sticking it out for the longer haul. But that's just not how my life is going. I'm going to lose all my basic needs with no way of securing them again. I'd rather die than slowly waste away in pain.

 

[diviosd]

For me, yes.
For everyone, no.

 

[Freyja13]

This feels like too much to ask for but if I actually had the motivation to improve my life in a meaningful way then my life would be a lot better. I wish I actually took an interest in anything or could go to post-secondary or do something productive with my life. I barely make it to work as it is and it's a pretty meaningless job. When I'm not working I'm usually just in my bedroom distracting myself with video games, TV shows or movies, or trying to sleep. There's so much help and information on the Internet but I guess I just don't have the motivation to better myself? It's my own fault obviously.

 

[BlazingBob]

For me it would be the ability to get refreshing sleep. I have a disease that prevents it. Extreme sleep deprivation is hell. Even if I could get good sleep it wouldn't change what happened to me in the past but if I didn't wake up feeling like complete death and deal with debilitating chronic exhaustion I could do little things to help me feel better, like going to Tijuana to get a few, um, tacos

 

[Tionally]

Love?
idk it probably sounds cliche but having someone that loves you no matter what and that you love maybe would make it better? I don't know if I even could fully love someone but I liked being loved and having someone care about me so it would probably make me happier I guess??

And also unlimited money would be nice. I probably wouldn't ctb for at least a while then cause it gives so many possibilities etc

 

[TheDog_]

Having a healthy body. A body I feel safe in.

 

[fwompie]

A world where there's less responsibilities, it's all too overwhelming for me. Maybe life would be more bearable if I had someone to lead me through everything.
And probably good therapy and medication. It all just takes so long.

 

[heirofvoid]

I think it would be money for me. I really think it can solve all of my problems :/