sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
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I am wondering, do you have ADD? Because I think that is a way underestimated brain disability. You can be smart but with ADD it's hard to function, work, etc. even though on the outside you seem normal, even pretty cool maybe.
Personally, I have ADHD, Asperger's/autism, and social anxiety. I'll never be able to fit into the world and will always have problems interacting with people. I honestly don't see the point in me living past 25 or getting old, as I have nothing to live for. My social difficulties will make it hard for me to get a "good" job, and I will never fit into society. Even though I look normal on the surface, I'm not. My executive function is terrible, and I can barely do anything. My social skills are nonexistent. I'm just not meant or fit to be a human being. I've failed to launch after graduating college, and I honestly don't see a point in me living out my whole/full life. It's only going to get worse from here. I'd rather die now honestly
 
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Sad_Icarus

Sad_Icarus

Member
Jul 24, 2023
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Do you think that your suicide would be tragic? Sometimes I fantasize about it and dying young. I think that this would be seen as tragic, someone who never lived out their full life. I also fantasize about my funeral as well
honestly i know a few people who would probably breathe a sigh of relief if i was gone-
 
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suicidal flapper

Student
Jul 15, 2023
104
Majority of suicides are tragic to me. I truly feel for everyone here. As for myself I view my life as tragic at the very least. I don't know about my death
 
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natthebrat

natthebrat

only help i want is with ctb
Jul 9, 2023
169
I am wondering, do you have ADD? Because I think that is a way underestimated brain disability. You can be smart but with ADD it's hard to function, work, etc. even though on the outside you seem normal, even pretty cool maybe.
No, but I do have autism though.
 
Chili

Chili

Member
Sep 27, 2023
61
It's kind of lame, but sometimes I fantasize about all the people who have been cruel to me finally understanding what they've done. I don't think I have many friends to mourn me, though. My parents and I aren't very close, either. Not super sure how tragic it would be, other than "college student" kicks the bucket.
 
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brokeandbroken

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2023
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Do you think that your suicide would be tragic? Sometimes I fantasize about it and dying young. I think that this would be seen as tragic, someone who never lived out their full life. I also fantasize about my funeral as well
That's relative. Every death is tragic. Would society see my death as tragic? Most won't care some will celebrate it. None will mourn it.
 
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XdragonsoulX

XdragonsoulX

Vengeance Incarnate
Apr 13, 2022
145
Mine would be tragic anyone who seen my life and got to know me would know it, from my shit childhood to where I'm at now. Also with how much I've grown and made my life better. Idk I always known it would be my fate I'm calm with the thought it seems very peaceful. But even tho I'm finally content with my life at least for the time being, I still can't shake the feeling of hanging by a rope tho
 
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Jan1193

Jan1193

I want no limitations for my soul
Sep 18, 2023
55
Yes, in terms of- I think parts of my life and very existence were kind of tragic. My Mum found out she had cancer while she was pregnant with me. She didn't want to have chemo and abort me. My Dad tries to reassure me- saying it only would have prolonged her life a little. It was already too late to save her. Still, I'm not sure. In my head- she died to save me. Seeing as how things have turned out- I'd say that was tragic in itself. She should have been the one to live.

Just in general really too- I probably had the potential to be happy. I think that's partly what makes suicide sad- it points to missed potential in life. I expect mine may come as a shock to some people also. I think that's the other thing- suicide points to how unhappy a person really was and that's tragic in itself.
I really want to send you a hug, and all my best wishes. You and everybody here deserve peace and being happy, Even if this world is completely lost. I'm pretty sure your mom wanted that you only found grace and love, just the best of life. This world doesn't be born to be gentle, and it's always tragic for souls who only want to have faith and love once they come here ignoring that.


My CBT would be tragic for some of my family/friends who love me, but it will be nothing for the rest of them. Maybe something to gossip or something to judge me and say "she doesn't have a difficult life as me, how so weak, egoist, inmature and st*pid she was"
 
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A little but I don't expect it to be any more of a tragedy than that of anyone else's. I suspect everyone will move on eventually once they make peace with my decision. Will people care enough to still acknowledge my once existence, that I don't care about. People will make of it what they want, whether I ctbd because of whatever reason they make up in their head but in all honesty, i don't care.
 
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n3ko4ng3l

n3ko4ng3l

To be together would end this all.
Sep 30, 2023
3
It would be forgotten the next day. In my culture CTB is looked down upon so if one were to commit they would just forget about your existence.
 
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AliceTheGoon

Specialist
Jul 1, 2022
397
The tragedy happened two years ago when I became afflicted with degenerative illness. My suicide would just bring closure.
 
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situationalsui

situationalsui

Member
Mar 1, 2023
61
My life turned tragic and my suicide, please may it succeed, is part of that.
 
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Trakehner

Trakehner

Student
Apr 22, 2023
124
No. Nobody outside of my close family would even know or care. I will be forgotten in a week. If anything, they will probably be relieved that I'll no longer be a burden or embarrassment.
 
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they forgot me

Member
Mar 12, 2022
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not really i think most people would be very surprised but ultimately think of me as just a failure
It's kind of lame, but sometimes I fantasize about all the people who have been cruel to me finally understanding what they've done. I don't think I have many friends to mourn me, though. My parents and I aren't very close, either. Not super sure how tragic it would be, other than "college student" kicks the bucket.
i feel exactly the same way
 
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Rouge4000

Rouge4000

Alone
Sep 27, 2023
61
Do you think that your suicide would be tragic? Sometimes I fantasize about it and dying young. I think that this would be seen as tragic, someone who never lived out their full life. I also fantasize about my funeral as well
No i don't think anyone cares enough to even bat an eye at the news
 
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Iamtired

Iamtired

Experienced
Sep 30, 2023
210
i have a pretty unique story surrounding my impeding doom. So yes and no. Some would be devastated and probably might even kill themselves. Others, no. Complete apathy. Not relevant enough to be missed. I don't really care though.
 
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darkenmydoorstep

darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
546
Do you think that your suicide would be tragic? Sometimes I fantasize about it and dying young. I think that this would be seen as tragic, someone who never lived out their full life. I also fantasize about my funeral as well

For me personally I think there would be two ways of perceiving it. On the surface it would be tragic for my child (who would still have his dad btw) but anyone who truly understood would be glad for me to be finally at peace.
 
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neverwashere

neverwashere

Self sabotaging to cope with it all
Apr 25, 2023
73
Do you think that your suicide would be tragic? Sometimes I fantasize about it and dying young. I think that this would be seen as tragic, someone who never lived out their full life. I also fantasize about my funeral as well
i think that other people would think so. personally, i think it's been a long time coming so no
 
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