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thinvy

thinvy

Woefully Yours, Luka
Aug 7, 2023
223
I'd love to have a beautiful death in nature, but I don't think my corpse would be very good animal food, given I'm going by poisoning myself lol.
I have plans for how I'm going to have my corpse seen by as few people as possible for a far more private death. I don't want to traumatize as many poor unwitting people as I can, so it should in theory, just be the people who normally deal with dead bodies.
 
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groucho

Student
Feb 4, 2023
122
Don't want to leave a huge mess or look gruesome out of curtousy for whoever finds me, also I think a family member needs to confirm it's me so don't want that to be life breakingly traumatic.
 
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FinalDestination

Here lies my hopes and dreams
Mar 10, 2020
201
I go between being okay with it and then finding out more details of the decomposition process and wish I never knew that lol. It's mostly like the oozing that gets me I find it icky to think. I just hope I'm found just before that
 
R_N

R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
1,442
Sometimes I think about worms and rats eating my body admittedly.
I also thought about worms, eating me inside out. I kinda dislike them but I don't think that's uncommon.

Still, can't blame them for being what they are right? How many beings I ate throughout my life I wonder...
 
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thegoldengirls

thegoldengirls

Student
Feb 10, 2024
102
Even though where I'm located, we are experiencing winter, I will still turn on the air conditioner.
Also, where I work, I have access to soil prevention pads and even body bags. I might just eat and drink lightly two days going into ctb, and open the bag up and pads underneath me so that it's as little cleanup for whomever has to clean.
I honestly hope my body doesn't decompose too much while it has not yet been discovered. The odor of a corpse is not pleasant at all, and can waft through even after removal if it was decomposed badly in said space.
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,084
I also thought about worms, eating me inside out. I kinda dislike them but I don't think that's uncommon.

Still, can't blame them for being what they are right? How many beings I ate throughout my life I wonder...
Besides suicide, I always think of this song when I think of my death:
 
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ForgottenTomb

ForgottenTomb

Member
May 26, 2023
72
Yes, a lot. I can see myself hanging from the door with my swollen tongue sticking out :P and blue arms and legs. I don't look flattering at all, but the image gives me peace. I am not this peaceful even when I'm deep in sleep.
 
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dead dav

dead dav

Specialist
Feb 27, 2025
331
I really don't care but ideally I would want to die outdoors were I wouldn't be found get naked first so the animals can feast on my flesh
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,667
I would intend to send scheduled emails out for before I started to decompose (hopefully.) Then, I'll prepay to be cremated so, I don't think about the rotting so much. Other things stupidly worry me though. My weight, hair growth. I even used to get freaked out I might die with my eyes open! I always found that creepy in films.

The look of my corpse though- yes. I hope it won't be too disgusting. I even used to lay in the bath and think- I guess it will be a bit like this in my coffin one day...
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,079
I don't really care about my corpse, I won't be "me" anymore. Like a doll without a soul or conscience.

I just want to be cremated (you only have to pay once, and that's it). That way, no one will have to pay the cemetery fee every month. I wouldn't want my loved ones to spend money uselessly, only to have a pile of flesh and bones rotting away in a coffin.
 
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limpimitation

when the flowers come, i will go
May 15, 2025
37
Feeding animals would mean I'm at least useful in the end.
 
happyn't yeen

happyn't yeen

New Member
Apr 26, 2025
2
i'm just worried about my body being found cause i don't want my mother to see that. There aren't many wooded areas around here.
 
PrismHon

PrismHon

Member
Mar 24, 2025
82
I just want to be cremated (you only have to pay once, and that's it). That way, no one will have to pay the cemetery fee every month. I wouldn't want my loved ones to spend money uselessly, only to have a pile of flesh and bones rotting away in a coffin.
Wait, is that a thing? Paying a cemetery monthly!? Even more glad I'm doing cremation now šŸ˜„
 
mymarbles

mymarbles

Member
Jan 29, 2024
39
yes for the longest time i fantasied about decomposing in the ground in a deep ravine in some woods near me where i would hopefully not be found but i don't think i can bring myself to do it outside of the comfort of my own bed
 
JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:cclxxv
Dec 5, 2024
1,079
Wait, is that a thing? Paying a cemetery monthly!? Even more glad I'm doing cremation now šŸ˜„
Yes, in my country you pay for the cemetery, the space you occupy. For example, there are family niches that can hold up to three or four coffins. There are municipal cemeteries (more affordable) and private cemeteries (more expensive, nicer, with parks). Even after death, we must continue paying lol
 
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DarkShadows

A broken person.
Dec 21, 2023
136
I don't want my body to be examined and cut open. My plan is to die somewhere where I won't be found for a long time so that by the time I'm found there's no body. I like the idea of other things benefiting from remains. I hope if I'm found they'll cremate what's left.


I don't want my family to find me too or see my dead body in a morgue.

I wish I could just disappear off the face of the earth and leave nothing behind like I never existed.
 
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